a poem of Compunction..

never in my life
i had felt something like that

i tried to reason out
but its pointless.

already said apologies
to end the whole spat.

do you know how i feel?
how hard it was?

the fear of losing someone
and the fear of being hurt by that someone.

all i can do was to cry
hoping that fear will subside.

but in the end those tears that left from my eyes
can't take back the things i've done.

the words i said really meant no harm
but if those words will only bring imbroglio

then i do solemnly troth,
that this whole spat will never happen again.