guys im so sorry........

ok.sorry if di na aq maxado nakakapagPOSt dito well super duper hectic kasi ang sked...pero i promise after my upcoming PERIODICALS balik na ulit aq sa postings koh ng happening sa buhay koh...............

-cheng-06-

hectic ang sched....

shockss,....grabeh napaka-hectic ng aking sched!!!!
Una may exam kami, take note PERIODICAL tapos sunod ang NCAE....naku poh....meron pang COLLEGE ENTRANCE EXAMS at INTERVIEWS..may LINGGO NG WIKA...may PRISCA(badminton ta spelling) na sa October......tapos may ANNUAL DIVISION PRESS CONFERENCE IN JOURNALISM....shit.....
grabhe.....tadtad pa ng mga projects...roleplay dito, assignment, paperworks tapos ito pa OFFICER pa aq, pasaway ang mga COLT!!!!!!

tatanda ka talagah agad.....haaaiizz.......ngayon ko na nga lang nabuksan itong blog koh ehhh....muzta naman....busy lage....

Pero sana matapos na ang lahat ng ito....tapos College na.......hayy ang bilis din!!!! 8 months na lng at iiwan na namen ang YDPS....kalungkot naman....next tym mas maayos na ang blogposts koh promise....... dame koh kc problems ehhh.......

4th year na aq!

Yes sa wakas 4th Year na ren aq....

Tuesday nagun, to be exact June 10, 2008 Official Start ng Classes...Gumising aq around 5:30 ng umaga...nagalmusal agad aq sabay ligo agad...Hala at todo ayos aq ang tagal koh ata sa salamin ehh....

Di naman magstart ang lessons agad ngaun ehh kaya binder muna ang dla kong gamit xempre kasam ang pulbos,lip gloss at eyeliner....di koh pa talagah alam kung ano ang section koh or kung cno ang classmates koh....

Dumating aq sa Yverdon around 6:30 na...wala pa maxadong tao...una kong napansin at pinuntahan ay ung SWING..hehehe namiss koh un ehh^^

Paunta na sana aq sa GuardHouse para kunin ung flag...Tapos bigla aqng tinawag ni KUYA RUDY
Kuya Rudy >>>oi...raechelle! Ung flag kabit nyo nah!
---.Opoh kuya Rudy!( Sabay takbo koh na papunta dun...)
>>>Maam!Aba'y officer na sila ahh!
---oo nga poh ehh wala ng gapang at PISO..nakakamiss din

Kinuha koh na ung flag sabay tiningnan koh na kung cno ang classmates q at kung ano ang section koh...

Una kong tiningnan ay ung Platinum.....aba't wala ang pangalan koh!!!!

Tapos ung sa Diamond....nandun aq..cna prej ang classmates q....Napuna koh rin na halos lahat ng COCC nasa Diamond kaso cla Edward at Jake nasa Platinum....

Umakyat na aq para ikabit ung flag...sabay dumating c eliza...galing pala xa sa bahay....Ikinakabit koh nau ng flag ng napuna kong mali ang butas...so ginawan koh na lng paraan....

Umakyat na agad kame sa Room at akalain mong room ng Platinum dati ang room namen...C Sir Marvin ang adviser namen...C sir renan naman sa Platinum....

Unti-unti nagdatingan na ung mga repapips namen....ayun at ang ingay kaagad....pumunta muna kame ni Eliza kina Mommy sa labas...bili ng lollipop...ng makita namen c Corps/Jeff kasama c Jason....hinahatid nya pala...papasok na kame

sabay nagBell nah...

Babaan na kame...di malaman ng COCC kung magform ba kame o dun sa baba ang pila...napagdesisyunan sa baba na lng....

Cna elgie at rimasug ang nagtaas ng flag....tapos ayun ang walang sawang Welcome program ng YDPS....itong c Maam Amy naman inulit na naman ung history ng YVERDOn...Diyos ko po! ilang taon na aq sa YDPS...paulit-ulit na lng! Tapos pinakilala ung mga new teachers...for heaven sake nine lahat ng bagoh!!!!

Ang gandah din ng pinagbagoh n Yverdon:
>>>bagong pintura nah!!!Orange at Green
>>>maayos na nag canteen!!!!talagang canteen na xa!!!!
>>>bagong simento ang ground..mas maaligasgas na xa...ok sa pag-gapang nila!bwahahaha
>>>parang gagawa ng well o fountain sa harap ng school
>>>maraming teachers
>>>maayos na classroom
>>.may LABORATORY nah!!!
>>>in short muka na tlagang School!

Kaso ang dami din na umalis na teacher:
>>>M. Rosanna (sayangang galing pa naman nya na english teacher!!!)
>>>Sir Mike (huhuhu...wala na kame Commandant!!!!)
>>>M.Bacanto (Baket???????paborito koh pa naman xa!!!!!!)
>>>M.Arlene(no comment!!!!!!)
>>>M.Lou (sayang!)

Sayang talagah.....tapos kame na ang lilipat sa room ng mismong teaher namen...kapagod un di bah?!

Dun sa program nila...pinaliwanag na naman ang rules and regulations...paulit-ulit!!!!!

Nandun din bukod kay Corps cna Sir Jhul, Sir Marco, Sir Ace, c Matias.....kausap nila c Sir Renan at Sir Talde...

Pagakatapos ng program...akyatan na lhat...at sobrang ingay talagah sa room ng Diamond grabeh...ewan koh bah....sasabog na ang ear drum koh eh...

Tapos dumating na c Sir Marvin at winelcome kame....tapos dumating na ung Schedule namen...

Schedule-IV-DIAMOND (Sir Marvin Bayani)

7:45-8:45 English - M.ANGIE
8:45-9:45 Business Math/Elective - S.RAMIL
9:45-10:25 Mapeh - M.NAI
10:25-10:35 BREAK (Break ba talagah ito?!10 mins. pagbaba pa lng un ehh)
10:35-11:35 Physics - S.RENAN
11:35-12:15 Computer - M.RIZA
12:15-12:35 Lunch
12:35-1:35 Economics/Social?! - M.LIBERTY
1:35-2:35 Advance Algebra - S.RENAN
2:35-3:15 TLE - M.LIEZEL
3:15-4:15 Filipino - S.MARVIN

Ang gandah ng schedule namen noh?!
Isa ata o dlawa ang transferee samen...ung babae pa lng ang kilala namen...Gleselyn ba un?!bxta!!!Ang balita taga-Joyful Angels daw xa at top 5 dun...mahiyain xa ehh tahimik...sobra....

well kumpleto sana kame kaso may mga nalipat sa Platinum na mga katropa ehh....sabi nila ung section ng diamond daw ang Star Section chuvanezz.....ewan koh sa kanila....so far masaya naman ehh....Sana tuloy-tuloy na ng ganito....

Half day lng kame...bale tumamabay muna kame ni eliza sa bahay...bukas di na pwede kc aral nah....aja!!!!!!!

Kelangan ng pagbutihan kc 4th Year na ehh....baka di makamit ang UP paa nagpabaya...sayang naman un....^^
Saka may mga pinangakuan ako na tao na pagbubutihan koh nagun ehh...^^

Un lng naman so far ang nangyari itong buong araw na ito...
dewa mata
ja ne^^
-raech_06-

ang baet pala nya....

Well truth to be told...inde pa dapat aq gagawa ng blog post q pero may naalala lng kc aq na gusto kong ishare sa inyo...

Okay lets start from the beginning....


June 3,2008
Tuesday

Ang gandah na sana ng araw q...gumising aq around 9 am hala at baba kaagad at gusto ko ng kumain ng almusal...akala q kc PANDESAL at KESO ang agahan koh..kamulatan koh ba namn ay CEREALS ang breakfast q...to be exact OATMEAL!!!! grrrr......For heaven's sake, my god oatmeal ano aq may sakit?????

No choice na aq kc wala nang ibang pagkain kundi un....hala at pinipilit koh lng talagah kainin..oh i mean lunukin ung oatmeal na un....pagkatapos kong kumaen naligo na agad aq at ngbihis pupunta kc aq sa SM para bilhin na ung requirements koh at mag mimeet kame ng friend koh sa may bowling alley dun...

Pagpunta koh sa kwarto hanap agad aq ng damet...jeans at black n' white na loose off-shoulder top ang kinuha koh...bihis agad at kuha ng sombrero bah...pulbos at eyeliner dito tapos lipgloss...nagmamadali na kc aq...

Ayun at kumuha aq ng tricycle para pumunta ng labasan...bus na lng ang sinakyan koh para aircon bah....

I decide na sa may window aq kc gusto koh talagah dun kapag umaalis aq...nagstop sa may GUMAOK kc may mga sa sasakay ata...so xempre ayos aq ng upo....may guy na umupo sa tabi koh...oo cute xa....

Ahmm describe koh xa...mejo matangkad,mejo maputi,may itsura...ahmm wait ano pa bah?! ahh ung mga mata nya parang kay Sir Jerrome....may subo-subo xa na lollipop....inshort ang cute nya...

Di ako nagsasalita..nakatingin lng aq sa labas ng bintana nang parang may narinig aqng nagsasalita pag tingin ung guy na katabi koh pala un...akala koh kung baket...salita xa ng salita saken..di koh naman maintindihan...narealize koh may suot pala aqng ipod sa tenga koh..xempre tinanggal ko agad tapos hingi ng sorry agad...

Sabi koh ano ung sinasabi nya...sagot nya...

>>Ano..magkano bah hanggang SM?
-kinse pesos...
>>Ah ok..tnx huh...nga pala parang narinig koh ung cellphone moh na nagring...
-Ah ok tnx huh..(tiningnan koh agad ung CP koh nagtext ung friend koh sabi nya baka daw malate xa ng unti...nireplayan koh xa agad..then I notice nakatingin xa saken..)
-Ahmm baket?
>>Ahh wala lng...pwede matanong name moh?
-ah ok...Raechelle name koh...(aba'y flirt pala ang walangya...)
>>Ahh aq naman c Mark..sa SM ka din?
-Yah...bibili ng requirements...
>>ahhh ok I see...

tapos nagkwentuhan pa kame about HIMSELF????? at tungkol saken...wow ang bilis nya talagah...

I notice Sm na pala so sabay na kame bumaba ng bus....naghiwalay na kame pagkapasok sa SM..punta na agad sa may Bowling alley at naghintay cguro ng 10 minutes sa friend koh....tapos dumating na xa...pumunta kame dun sa SOS kasi may kelangan daw xa dun tapos sa Foodcourt muna kame at nagkwentuhan...nabanggit koh sa knaya ung tungkol kay Mark...sabi nya ang swerte koh daw...excuse me....di koh pa nga maxado kilala ehh...

Mga 30 minutes naghiwalay na kame need na daw nya umuwi kc magkikita daw xa ng boyfriend nya....diretso agad aq sa National para bumili na ng gamit koh....

Halos nakuha koh na lahat ng kelangan koh...pero i decided na parang may bibilhin aqng magazine...well about sa badminton....kukunin koh na sana ng may isang lalaki pa nakukuha rin pala nun....pinauna na nya aq...pagtingin koh kung sino un...c Mark pala...tapos sabay na kame nagbayad sa may cashier...

Then..kumaen na din muna kame dun sa may Dunkin...nagulat aq kc trineat nya aq...well pineapple na donut at Iced Coffee....tapos kwentuhan ulet....

Nalaman koh na sa Collegio de San Gabriel pala xa nagaaral at 4th year na din xa....simula nung nasa bus palang kame...he look very familiar....

Tapos un naalala koh na xa pala ung isa sa mga Badminton player ng school nila na nakalaban namen nila Hubert sa PRISCA...tapos puro kwentuhan na about badminton....sinamahan nya din aq sa Supermarket bumili lng aq ng stock namen sa bahay tapos sabay na kame umalis....jeep na lng ang sinakyan namen....ayun at kwentuhan paren sa jeep...

Kinuha nya ung number koh...sabi nya kapg may nagtext saken xa daw un...wala daw kc xa mismong CP kc gamet ng ate nya na college nah....ayun at sa haba ng kwentuhan Gumaok na pala at un bumaba na xa at aq naman diretso paren papuntang Northridge...

well tadhana lng talagah cguro....sana magkita ulet kame sa PRISCA....ang saya nya kasama...

Buti na lng at kahit papaano may nagpasaya ng araw koh na un....

well hanggang dito na lng at baka next week magpost ulet aq...maybe about sa pasuakn namen...

ja ne ^^
-raech_06-

Tantei Gakuen Q

Synopsis

A story about a class of genius students of Dan Detective School. Together, they solve crimes that are happening around. Things began to be of interest when they have learned that a group is behind all the murders happening - Pluto.

Notebooks that foretell deaths, numerous urban legends, and murders with no clues... a series of strange incidents occur, and people are lead into a deep labyrinth of mysteries. Five fledgling teen detectives of the Dan Detective Academy, which was founded by the legendary and renowned detective, Morihiko Dan, work together to solve such difficult cases. Stealthily at work behind the strange incidents is an evil crime syndicate called the "Meiosei". They are a group of intellectuals who have long antagonized the Detective Academy run by Morihiko Dan. The five youngsters make their way forward a step at a time as they come face to face with death, clash with one another at times, reconcile, and deepen their friendship. This is a pop mystery drama series about youth friendship and adventure in the face of united efforts against dark forces.-NTV

Dan Detective Company

Tantei Gakuen (Detective Academy)

Morihiko "Dan-sensei" Dan (Jinnai Takanori) - founder of Dan Detective Company and a famous detective which happens to be friends with Kyuu's father and Ryuu's grandfather.

Nanami "Nanami-sensei" Kotarou (Yamamoto Taro) - Class Q sensei (teacher) and well experienced detective despite of his weird thoughts of having in weird disguise. He used to give unexpected and unpredictable lessons to Class Q.

Members of Class Q:

Kyuu "Kyuu-kun" Renjou (Kamiki Ryunosuke) - can be considered the leader of Class Q. A bright and optimistic boy, he has great logic reasoning solving most of culprit's tricks. He’s a person with a golden heart. Treasures his friend deeply.

Megumi "Megu-chan" Minami (Shida Mirai) - the only girl in the class. She has a photographic memory, allowing her to memorize something instantly, however with this great talent she also bears photographic scenes of unfortunate events.

Ryuu "Ryuu-sama" Amakusa (Yamada Ryosuke) - A boy genius, he used to investigate cases on his own and always have the same thought as Kyuu. He has a cold and mysterious personality but when he had met Class Q, he began to realize the value of friendship. But he has a dark background, it was later revealed in the show that he is related to Pluto.

Kazuma "Kazuma-kun" Narusawa (Wakaba Katsumi) - a rich, well known computer games programmer. Better to say a prodigy in this field. He often operates with his laptop thus helping each and every case to be solved through his investigation within the net.

Kintaro "Kinta-kun" Touyama (Kaname Jun) - the eldest member of class Q. He’s the strongest among them and he used to have some kind of source of Information used in case investigations..

Tantei Gakuen Q screencaps:

My Review

I’ve enjoyed watching this. This is the first series that I’ve watched on a streaming site. haha. One thing that attracted me is the mystery behind who the suspect is in every episode. Its a fun typr of Detective drama....unlike Detective Conan Live Action which is too much serious...hehehe

I love class Q. All of them are good. The actors/actress have acted well. But I am really into Ryuu (Yamada), I don’t know if it’s his personality or because Yamada’s the one acting but he’s my favorite. He is so kawaii!!!! His mysterious role really gave the story a twist!!!!Sugoi!!!

Moreover, I like how Kyuu values friendship. Kyuu’s selfless, his trust in Ryuu till the end is unbelievable. Their friendship is strong, and from that one can learn a lot. I’ll surely miss watching this, I’d still want to see the Kyuu-Megu-Ryuu Love Triangle. ^^

Here’s an excerpt of one of my fav. parts (involving Kyuu-Megu-Ryuu):

Ryuu have just gotten out from the hospital, Megu was feeding him, this was the scene when Kyuu, Kinta and Kazuma arrived.

Megu: Here, say aahh

Ryuu: Aahh (as he ate the hotdog Megu giving him)

Megu: Here, say aahh (as she handing the fried egg to Ryuu-sama)

Ryuu: Aah..AH! ( the two separate immediately)

Kinta: Hey, Hey, Since when did you two start having that kind of relationship?

Kyuu: Ah, t-that kind of relationship?

Ryuu: Kinta, Kinta it’s a misunderstanding, misunderstanding!

Kazuma: To think that Ryuu and Megu were going out.. You got me there.

Kyuu: Going out.. (shocked expression)

Megu: Ryuu, since it came to this, do you want me to announce that we’re dating?

Kyuu:Dating…

Ryuu: If you don’t stop, I’ll get mad.

Megu: Ryuu, you’re no fun. He’s still in pain, so I was just helping him

Kinta: Oh, that’s how it is, huh?

Kazuma: I almost doubted Ryuu’s tatse.

Megu: Hey Kazuma, what do you mean by that?

Kazuma: Ah, nothing. Nothing-

That scene was really fun!!! I can say that this is the best J-dorama I've seen so far! Maybe because of Ryuu-sama!!!! kawaii!!!!!! Tantei Gakuen Q should also been aired here in the Philippines!!! (but its not for soft-hearted people...there are brutal scenes here...yet it is very entertaining!!!)

DO NOT SAY ANYTHING BAD ABOUT RYUU-SAMA OR MEGU-CHAN, OR ELSE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!grrrrr...............

ja ne ^^

-raech_06-

As days flew by...

The very first time I saw you,

Was special how we met.
You took me by complete surprise.
I knew my heart was set.

As days flew by, we talked again,
But you never seemed to care.
I tried my best to help you out,
By a favor here, or a favor there.

Although I made a fast approach,
Our friendship grew and grew.
I realized how deep I cared,
But the feeling I felt was new.

In time I became attached to you.
From a hug, I wouldn't let go.
I soon saw how close we were,
And the feeling was good to know.

For you, I wrote sweet letters and songs.
You were on my mind all day.
The thought of sleeping was nowhere near,
Unless I knew you were okay.

It hit me then, what I was in -
A unique and precious love.
For the person I said was only mine,
Was an angel sent from above.

The minutes without you turned into days,
And the seconds with you flew fast.
I could only wish to see you more,
And make each moment last.

The times I spent with you,
Were what made my heart complete.
I knew one thing for sure,
Without you, my future was obsolete.

And now, we love just the same,
As it doubles day by day.
I stare deep into your precious eyes,
Yet I'm still speechless to what I should say.

With you, I'm in a whole new world.
You bring out the best in me.
It's hard to picture you not there,
When you taught me who to be.

Yes, the road ahead gets hard,
When things may only seem rough.
But because you and I try so much,
We'll stay strong and get by tough.

Though problems may lie ahead someday,
And either of us could be right;
I promise to always be by your side,
And I promise my heart, so hold it tight.

And so, each night, beside my bed,
When there's only bright stars to see;
I pray that we may never give up,
And will always remain you and me.

When Friendship Turns to Love

When Friendship Turns to Love

I didn't want to depart my home town, which I've been settling ever since the day I was born. Neither do I want to leave my school, relatives, and most importantly my best friend Samuel.

Sam and I had been best friends since elementary school. I still recall the day when we first met; it was the first day of grade 1 and we were in the same class. Unintentionally I collided with his head trying to reach for my pencil that had been knocked out on the floor. Fortunately I didn’t know that he was trying to reach for it too. From that time on we got close, share lunch, talk and became best friends. We’d hang around together as often as I’d hang around with my family. He’s like my brother; a brother who I could lean to when I have problems, a brother who’s always there for me when I’m in trouble, a brother who loved me for me… at least as a sister. What he didn’t know is that I am deeply in love with him ever since the day we first met; which saddens me the most, assuming that he only thinks of me as his sister.

In sixth grade, in spite of this, things changed. We had been together for 5 implausible years, but this year is diverse. I was moving. Moving far away from him, it’s like a new world I’m getting myself into. My deep profoundness love for him is still there and I don’t want to leave him. We agreed to call each other at least twice a week, send letters and emails if we have time, and stay in touch with each other. Except that, it wouldn’t be the same, it wouldn’t be like old times, we wouldn’t see each other except in pictures, we couldn’t do anything together now. We couldn’t be there for each other, all the time anymore. Furthermore we are two continents away from each other. And I wanted to confess. Tomorrow, I decided.

The day of the departure came but he was nowhere in sight. I tried calling his cell but no one was answering it. I was so worried and sad that he forgot about my departure. I left the country heartbroken and thinking that maybe he had a good excuse why he didn’t go.

One year had passed and still no sign of him. I tried calling his home every once in a while but his mother would always say, “Oh he’s not here, but I’ll tell him you called!” and I would be so depressed. Sometimes I just think that he’s been avoiding my calls. But why I wondered

I was going off to grade 9. I hadn’t been getting any emails or letters from him; or hadn’t been getting any at all. I tried to tell myself that, “Its okay Katherine, he’s just busy that’s all.” However I had my doubts. What if he’s not busy at all? What if he forgot about me? What if he got a girlfriend and been too busy to talk or even stay in touch with me? A lot of what ifs’ are on my head. I tried emailing him and writing letters but there was no reply. What if all my what ifs’ came true? Then maybe I should be pleased, pleased for the reason that he’s happy. On the contrary why didn’t he tell me?

2 years had passed and still no sign of his letters or emails or phone calls. I tried to get over him. I really tried but I can’t. I just couldn’t forget the fact that I love him.

One week later, I received a letter from his home address, accusing it was him I ripped it open. I was so anxious to read his letter that I skipped a couple of parts, that I thought wasn’t that important. Unfortunately, it is important. It says that he’s sick and is in a coma. I was so shocked to see this that I ran inside to tell my parents to get me a ticket back to see him. Luckily they approved and booked me the latest flight.

I preceded to the hospital his in. I was so worried to see him, concerned that he’s undergoing from a poor health. When I got in his room my heart raised and kept thumping on my chest. I noticed him lying there with bandages all over his body. I felt sorry for him. All this time I was blaming him of overlooking me while his being diagnosed. I had a talk with his mom and she told me what had happened to him. She assumed that he was crossing the street while he was writing in a book and a truck had hit him. That book was sadly addressed to me, it has no title its cover is blank. I opened it and started reading the first page.

September 17, 2005

“This is the day I left.” I thought.

Katherine left today. I’m so upset to see her leave. That’s why I didn’t go to the airport at all. But I tried to go realizing that I had to confess my love for her before she leaves but I was too late. I’m going to miss her so bad. All the good times we had will never be forgotten. I wish I could come with her. I love her so very much.

My tears started falling. I admired him. I was in awe. He made a diary for me starting with the day I left. And what mostly saddened me is the fact that he loved me too. I scanned through pages and read the last page he had written on.

March 26, 2007

I can’t wait for Kath to see what I had done for her. I hope she’ll like it. I just miss her so bad. I wish she was here right now in my arms holding me tight and wishing she wouldn’t be away anymo ---

And it was cut right there. I couldn’t imagine the scene how it happened. I saw a glimpse of him again and a tear fell on my cheeks. I hold his hand so tight. That time I had wished that I hadn’t left and be with him throughout this tough time. There was this throb in my chest. I scanned again and all the other pages are blank. A letter dropped when I was about to close it.

Dear Kath,

If you are done reading my diary I want you to fill out the other half of this book. I miss you so bad, Kath. I’m sorry if I keep missing your calls I was just too busy with work. Yeah, Kath I’m working now so I could surprise you and go there and maybe finish my school there. I can’t wait to see you soon. I’m also sorry that it took me 2 years to get this to you its just that I didn’t know your address there and I had to look for your relatives to tell me your address, and about the email thing I tried to email you back but our computer is really messed up; I ought to get the fix sometime so I could email you. I’m really sorry if you thought that I don’t care about you, I do. I really do. I love you since the first day we met it’s just that I was too scared to confess because it might ruin our friendship and that I think that you only think of me as a brother. I love you Kath, I love you with all my heart and I’m sacrificing everything just to be with you.

With Love,
Sam

By the time I was done reading his letter. I heard a beep it was coming from him. I was stunned. I dropped the book and ran towards him and started calling the nurse.

“Stay with me please, stay with me… don’t leave me please. I can’t let you leave me. Please. I. Love. You.” I cried as the tears fell. I was shaking. I didn’t want him to die. I didn’t want him to leave me. I want him to be here by my side comforting me, and telling me that it was all a joke. But it’s not a joke. It’s reality. He’s dead and here I am living my life through pages in the diary. I filled the rest of the book. I even started a new book since it couldn’t hold all my memories and thoughts of him. And I will always remember him. How he had been a good friend. How he helped me through bad times. How he loved me so much that I didn’t want to let go. I will not forget him. He had been the best inspiration of my life. He is the best of friend anyone could ever have. I will not forget him. I love him.

“C’mon Kath, were going to be late for school!” Mark shouted through our front door. Mark had been my friend since the day I first came to his school. He had been a good friend, almost as good as Sam. He kind of reminds me of Sam. Sometimes when I'm with Mark, I kind of think that Sam sent him to guide me and to be with me just like he did for me when he was alive.oming!” I shouted back. This is a fresh new start and a beginning of an ideal friendship. Or so I thought.

its not an ordinary infatuation

- You gave me a reason for my being

And I love what I'm feelin'
You gave me a meaning to my life,
Yes, I've gone beyond existing
And it all began when I met you. -

I love GERARD WAY, . .yah it may sound silly or such a foolishness for others...but there are certain things that made me really obsessed with GEE...and IDK why!



Only thing I know was,.
From the day that I've heard his music, it gave me new perception in life...his views through his songs it gave me enough inspiration....
I've learned that LIFE is not only about jovial things but also about Death....


I've come to love his views,songs and all about him..I even have a picture of him in my wallet...
At first, I do considered myself only as an ordinary fan of Gerard...but later on this fan-thing of mine turns something else that I can't imagine I would really do nor feel...

I've come to love everything about him...i even researched all the facts about him....Now I know I am not just an ordinary fan of My Chemical Romance/Gee but I consider Gee as my soul....my life..

It may not be obvious...that I, a happy,kind,positive and cheerful girl, can also feel such depressions in life and be a secretive girl...everything start to be a burden to me...that I can't longer handle on...I cry myself to sleep...I've become a loner...but I always hide it when my friends are around...I do not want others to know about what are those things bothering me...

One friend says <>...yet my other friends told "NOT" and "DONT"....I'm happy to know that one friend realizes about the true me..which is ELIZA...thanks for that!

" EMO is made for us not us made for EMO... "
-Ace-

My other friends tend to insult the real me...in short they don't accept the real me...this leads for me to become much more lonely..."GIMPER" according to Sir Davis...well luckily there are few people who can understand me...

i thought I'm the only experiencing worse things, I mean depressions in life..until I met JONNA RIKA...well I'm really amazed how sincere she was in her obsession with GERARD...I really like her too...she is so cute and very strong for me...ooopps...

I can't help not to listen in any My Chemical Romance songs..it become my daily routine..I always have my iPod on my side containing all those MCR songs ^^......

Because of GERARD, I've learned how to be myself....

" Be Yourself, Do not Take anyone's Shit and
Never Let them to take You Alive... "
-Gerard Way-

I definitely believe with that,...from that day I've met Gee...
I've come to hold his words of wisdom.....

Basically, gerard shows me the way to my true self...the real me....I can't compare anyone with Gee...-He is my soul, my life...he is ver everything about me...-

I've come to accept all things about life and death....happiness and sadness, companionship and loneliness, despair and peace of mind...he showed me how to accept those things.....Rejection....Revenge...Forgiving...I thanks him a lot...he changed me....

He will always be my priority, my idol, my inspiration to pursue my dreams and aspirations...
I dont accept people's insults and malicious judgments to them....
One day, I'll meet him....and know him...

" If you looked in the mirror and don't like what you see,
you can find out first-hand what is like to be me,
so gather round, kiss goodbye
I'd encourage your smile, I expect you won't cry... "

-We'll Carry On!!!-

-So long and Goodnight!!!-

>>Eliza, thanks for always understanding me...your really indeed my best friend....
I will keep my promise to you...especially this coming school year....mwuaahh....

>>Rika, tnx again...you've taught me many things about MCR/Gerard that I don't know before...love yahh....

>>To my other friends...its up to you if you will accpet me for what I am or not...it will just prove that you're not a true friend...

Guys please remember....

-A true friend is someone who accept what his/her friend really is...-

Well that's all again...see you around my next post.....

Oyasumi Nasai!!!
Sayonara^^

ja ne >_< -raech_06-

kapagod....

Grabeh haggard na aq.....diyos koh poh....
Mga around 7 am....gising na aq kc punta kame sa 1st B-day ng pinsan koh...ok lng naman kung malapit ehh...kaso taga-Rizal sila....grabeh ang lapit noh?!

Pagkagising koh diretso ligo agad para makaalis nah.....walang almusal hala sige todo larga....Nag-abang kame ng tricycle papunta sa Labasan....pero nung malapit nasa may bakery sa Northridge pinahinto koh at bumili aq ng PANDESAL hehehe....Agahan muna di bah?!

Pagkabili koh...sakay ulet sa tricycle tapos baba na kme sa may labasan..Nag-aabang kame ng Bus papuntang CROSSING IBABAW.....mga 15 minutes din kame naghihntay dun..at sa wakas may dumating din na bus....AIRCON xa...so akyat aq agad sa bus kasama ang mader koh....dun aq agad pumuwesto sa may BITANA..hehehe maganda kc dun noh!

Buti na lng at mabilis ang biyahe....hala at nakita koh sa may Billboard ng GMA ay ung DYESEBEL.....wahahaha.......ang gandah grabeh ni Marian Rivera...ayy teka lng.....andun na kame banda sa may terminal ng Bus papuntang probinsya.....JAM TRANSIT ata iyon ehh...

Well almost two hours din ang byahe....xempre kasama dun ang paghihintay ng masasakyan...Atlast malapit nah...nakita koh na ang statue ni Mama Mary sa may Ortigas....malapit sa POEA.....tapos ang Megamall at sa wakas nandun kame sa may STARMALL..at bumaba na nga kame....pero bagoh pumunta sa terminal ng jeep....bumili muna aq ng WAFFLE dun sa stall ng WAFFLE KING....tapos nagpabili din ung mama koh ng HONGKONG NOODLES dun sa TAI CHOW ata un...tapos punta nak me sa terminal ng jeep....sinakyan naman ay biyaheng Morong......tapos baba na lng kame sa may kanto ng MAY-IBA,TERESA,RIZAl....

Hala at kinain koh na ung binili kong waffle ehh...German Frank waffle pa naman un....matagal din ang naging biyahe namen....grabeh.....almost 2 hours din ehh..

Andun na kame banda sa may Antipolo at siguro ay 50 minutes ay nandun na kame....Nakatulog nga din aq sa biyahe ehh.....hala at paggising q nandun na kme sa kurbada pababa papuntang Teresa...grabeh.........ehh medyo madulas din ang mga kalsada ehh...katakot grabeh...tapos nadaanan na namen ang VILLA SAMPAGUITA RESORT at naku poh grabeh ang daming tao.....ung resort na yun dun aq muntikan ng malunod....ayoko na dun ang lalim grabeh...o talagang maliita lng aq?!hehehe di bale na nga!

Sa waas nakarating na kame sa MAY-IBA....at nilakad nalng namen ang pagpasok...ayun at narating din ang bahay ng pinsan koh...GILLAN name nya...
hehehe...1st b-day nya kc ehh...ang cute nga nya ehh..kumakanta din xa nung kumakantah kame....

Well pagdating namen....inaayos na lng ang lahat at c Gillan di pah naliligoh kaya aq na ang nagpaligoh sa kanya....sa lahat ng pinsan koh xa ang gusto koh kc ang baet nya....

Mga 12 pm nagstart ng magdatingan ung mga bisita nila....aq naman hala tulong din sa pag-aasikaso....ng matapos na kame..pinaupo na din kame ni Tito Boy...at ayun nagkwentuhan kame ni GENEVA...hehehe....tinanong niya nga aq if ano ang position koh kc na-kwento koh sa kanya na nagCO aq....

>>CORPS' EXECUTIVE OFFICER aq....di koh akalain ehh
sabi nya-Ayy naku poh....aba'y akalain mo iyon....nataasan moh pa aq ng pwesto? abay aq ay S1 ahh...

Tapos ayun at dumating na si Gillan tapos ung c JOLLIBEE dumating na den.....hehehe nakakatuwa talagah...nandun din ung iba kong mga pinsan...
Cna Daboy, Harmond, Lala....tapos pati din ung mga kabarkada ng pinsan koh....dun sa may dulong bayan may unting inuman ung mag-babarkada...xempre pinasali na din aq....hala naku poh....3 bote lng ng RED HORSE....pero pabayaan mo na lng....mga first timers lng pala nila....

Xempre around 3 umuwi na kame mahirap na ang gabihin sa biyahe....grabeh kapagod talagah....ayun at around 7 nakauwi na kame....nag-MRT na kc kame ehh para mabilis....
At sa wakas nga nandito na aq sa bahy at gumagawa mg aking posts....hehehe...

Sana nagustuhan nyo itong shinare kong adventure...hehehe...cgeh bukas na lng ulet.....COMMENT KA NAMAN KUNG CNO MAN ANG NAGBABASA NITO!!!!

>>Eliza, kahit papaano maganda ang mga posts moh....
>>Louie, sorry talagah if di aq nakapuntah huh!!!babawi na lng aq sa susunod....Belated na lng ulet!!!!

Sayonara
Ja ne ^^

-raech_06-

All I see is You....

I remember us,
the way we used to be,
I'd hold you in my arms,
your smile so sweet to me,

But now when I see you,
you look right through me,
I feel so alone now,
but when I close my eyes...

...All I see is you.

The love we used to share,
gone up in whirl winds,
will I ever love,
or ever live again,

I am tired of crying,
and I am done trying,
To remember all about you,
but when I close my eyes...

...All I see is you.

All the love I am sending,
the memories I won't sell,
I know there must be an ending,
to the story I will tell,

I dream only of your love,
and happiness in life,
I try not to think of you,
but when I close my eyes...

..All I see is you.

Poem of my Soul

What life means....it has no meaning
It is senseless and at the same time very profound
Sometimes it keeps you up with the clouds and
sometimes you are down in the ground in a grave
Life throws problems on you on purpose to make
you lose your sense of living.
The sense of being a human loses your mind
Empty space gathering inside where once your soul dwelled
The life is being driven out of your body like the seconds
of the day you wait for until one day your seconds are up
and you are out of this world
The time drives your mind, your mind drives your emotions,
your emotions drive your soul.
When the time comes near, when the days draw near,
life calms down and lets you breathe your last few breaths.
No regrets should be with you at that point
Waiting for you is the hardest test that God has put upon me
If my love is so, we will be together one day
and then no one will be able to break us apart....ever
These times without you near me will be hard,
but I'll pray to God each and everyday to make things right
what once went wrong -

Because you have my soul...

ang bertdey qoh!!!

well...ahhmmm...pano koh ba ito sisimulan?!ganito kc ito....hehehe..
As usual, gumising aq around 8 am...hala at todo ligoh na aq....tapos nuod ng ANIME sa T.V....tapos computer.....after ng mga leisures koh....naglunh na kame....by the way PAKSIW NA TILAPYA pa nga ulam namen ehh.....so after ng lunch...hala at naligoh na ren ulet aq...

well sa totoo lang, i didn't plan na magkaroon aq ng handa dis day...kasi nga mahirap ang buhay ngeun...pero nagulat aq at may pancit palang nilu2to ang mama q....aba akalain moh nga naman di bah....

Well I really don't consider my birthday as a special day...its just an ordinary day....pero araw ng birth koh.... Sabi ng mama koh papuntahin koh daw si Eliza dito sa bahy...so ayun at tinext koh xa agad...

>>Eliza, Raech 2.....punta ka dito sa bahay may unti kaming handa...txtbk asap
well alam ninyo, ang lakas sobra ng ulan!!!!!at parang may bagyo.....
I've waited almost 30 minutes for her reply pero wala paren......tapos 10 minutes later nandyan na xa,...wat!!!!Ang bilis nya....

Eliza-Happy Birthday Raech...xenxa ngayon lng aq...galing IT ehh....
Xempre nagpasalamat naman aq sa kanya....

Eliza-may ballpen ka ba dyan?!may isusulat lng aq...
Tapos binigay koh nag sa kanya ung ballpen...
>>Oh eto....iyan ang pangform koh na Ballpen....para san bah?!

Nang matapos na xa, aba at picture pala un na naka CUTE SIZE....hehehe....ang una nya na binigay ay ang picture nila ni MARLON AQUINO....nung J.S. namen.....



Marlon and Eliza....
(entrance ng New Town Cattle Creek Clubhouse)


Naku poh,...at kinikilig aq bruha!!!Ang cute daw ni MARLON!!!!!!!!MAy itsura lng....hmmmphhh.....

Tapos second pic na binigay nya ay ung solo pic namen sa J.S....


Solo pic ni Eliza....



Naku poh....ang gandah ng NGITI ahhh...hehehe.....

ayun at kuamin muna kame ng pancit tsaka tinapay...un lng....tapos may patugtog pah....mejo nabusog din kame dun....

Tapos may nakita pa kame na IBONG MAYA..at kinuha namen muka kasing nilalamig ehhh.....kaya pinasok namen sa bahy...kawawa kaya xa noh!!!!!!!

well, kahit papaano....naging masaya naman ung b-day koh...kc ba naman ehh ung Best friend koh ung bisita koh....pero kung alam koh lng nah maghahanda pala ung mama koh eh di sana pinapunta koh cna JB,PREJ,DABI,EDWARD,LOUIE at lahat ng pwedeng papuntahin.....sayang talagah...pero next tym na lng cguroh....

>>Di bale guys, sa pasukan....one of those days may blow-out naman aq ehh....ehehehe...^^

>>At xa nga pala, Happy Birthday ulet sa aten!!!!!!

well that's my post for today...

ja ne ^_^

-raech_06-

ang April 30 koh....

Well as usual...gumising aq around 8:30 ng umaga...paggising q, walal ng tao sa bahay...tapos may note sa fridge namen...
>Anak,punta muan aq sa Tungko para mamalengke.......

Ahh...so wala pala dito sa bahay ang mudra koh.. nakita koh na may almusal na pala na nakahanda...hala lafang naman aq ng PANDESAL at nagtimpla ng KAPENG BARAKO....hala at talagang nagising aq dun ahh...barako ba naman ehh.
Pagkatapos kong kumaen ay binuksan ko agad ang T.V. at nanood ng POWERPUFF GIRLS Z...hala at talagang ang sama ni HIM para kunin ang Chemical Z sa mga Powerpuff girls Z....ayun at Part 1 at Part 2 ang labanan nila....sa wakas at POKEMON nah...naks at may Pokemon Talent Search pah..akalain mo nga naman c PSYDUCK pa ang nanalo....sabay lipat koh nasa QTV11 para dun sa LADY LADY...grabeh, ang kulet talagah ni LIN.....ayun may mga scene sa London....at xempre bagoh ang lahat, PICHI PICHI PITCH nah....hehehe....ang cute kaya ng story nya..tungkol sa mga sirena!!!!!





Nagpatugtog muna aq, bale puro MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE lamang...idol koh un eh...ayun at diretso kaagad sa banyo para mag-shower..hala at ng ang kanta na ay ung I NEVER TOLD WHAT IS WORTH FOR LIVING ay todo kantah naman...hehehe...puro sigaw din un ahh.....hayun shampoo dito, sabon dun..hehehe..

Pagakatapos koh maligoh, xempre nagbihis na aq....at gawa naman ng mga gawaing bahay...hala todo walis ang drama ng lola moh...sakit nga sa balakang ehh....After kong maglinis...nagcomputer na aq..den may nakachat aq...si KUYA JAY lng naman..hala at tawa aq ng tawa...ayun almost an hour din kame nagchat.....

Den ayun dumating na ang mudra koh.....Sinigang na bangus daw ang ulam namen...wow...Sinigang pahh....Paborito ko kc un ehh....

Habang iniintay q maluto ung ulam namen....pumunta muna aq kila JHEC-JHEC dun sa may SKYLINE....at nakipagkwentuhan muna.....tapos nagStroll muna kame gamit ung motor ni Tito Jun....hala at nakaabot sa 2A...grabeh naman talagah....tapos nagpahatid na aq pauwi samen....
Sakto naman at tanghalian nah....hehehe,,hala lafang na ulet ang bruha......tapos punta aq kila JOYCE-kapitbahay namen-,hala at nagpraktis ng sayaw,..hehehe wala lng.May magawa lng kame....ayun at niyaya nila aq uminom ng unti...xempre oo agad aq!!!
Naku poh...at LIMANG BOTE ng RED HORSE un.....tapos may may isang bote ng MP....hehehe.

Mejo naparami aq pero kaya pah noh.....nakakapagtype pa nga aq ehh....diretso uwi agad aq sabay ligo ulet....mahirap nah ehh....

paguwi koh ang daming text sa CP koh....

>>mga dude,apuz n q mgligo,pnta n q ng tungko,sma keu..?hehe...
.gm..
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>> mga tol,pauwi n c aqetch."!khagard..keu uzta n,d ngppwmdm aa..
.,giem n aqetch..
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>>lakaz ng kulog..grr..
..gm..
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Grabeh..ka talagah Jac....tinadtad moh aq ahh....buti na lng tapos na ang unli q kung hinde....tinadtad din kita!!!!

Nagbukas ulet aq ng PC koh...at naku poh itong DABI...hala at todo padal nung FUNNY UST SCANDAL....ehh,napanood koh na un ehh...peace tayo dabi!!!!!!

Nag-log in na aq sa fwendster koh....biruin mong ang dame kong friend requests....tapos may kahina-hinalang nagcomment saken..MARION ang name nya...puro tnx 4 d add ang nakalagay...ehh cno kaya un di bah?!di koh naman xa fwend.....di bale na nga....pero kung cnu ka man -TNX SA COMMENT HUH!!!!-

at ayun, nagtest na aq ng 12 na kulang koh kay Louie....5 pa lng kc ung naipost koh ehh....at ayun nga tapos nah..sa wakas...hehehe.....

At ngayon naman for WEATHER FORECAST.....kasalukuyang umuulan ngayon dahil ata sa tindi ng init ng panahon.....hehehe....katakot ung kulog.....shockings.....C PIKACHU mukang galet kaya ayan puro Thundershock ang ginagawa....hehehe......

Ngayon heto aq at nakaupo lng gumagawa ng new post koh....about sa araw koh ngeun.....hehehe.....pero promise enjoy naman ang gumawa ng blogs ehh...ang saya nga ehh...^^

di koh alam kung mahaba na bah ito o hinde pa eh....

hehehe......pero thanks at binabasa moh itong aking blog huh!!!!!comment ka nman!!!!

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hehehe.......may mailagay na lng....well palakas na ng palakas ang ulan......hanggang dito na lng ulet!!!!!bukas cguro meron pa ulet aqng post...

>>Sa mga classmates koh dyan...kita-kits sa School Year huh!!!!!4th year na tayo!!!

woooohoooo!!!

>>Sa mga may Birthday tomorrow,HAPPY BIRTHDAY SA ATIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

-raech_06-

Hidden Love

Passion burning deep in my heart
Wishing that we were never apart
Coming together hand in hand
Melted and pressed as grains of sand
Shaping a most beautiful pane of glass
Etchings abound and trimmed with brass
A beautiful display wanting all to see
Remains hidden and sheltered only for me

A Guy Like You

I’ve been in darkness for so long just waiting for the light,
And now that you have come my way, my days don’t seem like nights.

I’m glad I’m finally overcome my fear of the other side,
Thank you for showing me the way, by taking me on this ride.

I’ve never really felt this way about a guy before,
You’ve truly touched me deep inside, you’ve opened, unlocked, the door.

I know it’s nothing serious, but surely it’s a start,
You’ve treated me so equally, I feel it in my heart.

And even if this does not work, I’m glad I’ve had this chance,
To see how great you truly are, even just for a glance.

We never know what’ll come of this, it really just depends,
I’m glad we’re taking the first step, we’re becoming better friends.

With you I never have to guess just how you really feel,
You talk to me about the facts and tell me what’s the deal.

With you I feel so comfortable, like nothing can go wrong,
I get this tingly feeling inside, you sing to me like a song.

The fact that you are older, really did freak me out,
But you treat me like I’m your age, now I’m rid of all my doubts.

I’m trying to live in the moment, by forgetting about the past,
And so far it’s been working, and it’s really been a blast.

So hopefully from this day forth, I’ll know just what to do,

If ever I come across a guy, another guy like you.

my COCC moments...

well actually, second year palang aq, nakikita ko na ung mga nag-CCO...eh ba naman lagi aqng maaga sa skul,.so nakikita koh kapag cla ay nagmamartsa...from that day sinabi koh na sa srili koh na.."Raechelle kelangan magCO ka den...no matter what!!!"...and then....I start watching their drillings para matuto bah...akala koh madali lng pero inde pala cguro dhil nga wala pa aq alam tungkol dun..madalas kong makikita na gumagawa ng drillings ay si sir louie, maam desiree, maam jonna, sir julius, maam girah at c corps...
C sir louie tanda koh pah xa lagi ang nag-Papanumpa at Panata tuwing flag ceremony...lagi na lng na xa..sabi koh sa sarili koh by the time na mging 3rd year na aq at magCO for sure mag-gaganyan din aq....
Mas lalo aqng nag-eager na maging CO someday....and when that time came I am so happy....

3rd Year....
Sa wakas at 3rd year na aq, Junior daw....grabeh unti na lng at college nah....pero bago nag lahat xempre magCCO muna aq...start of classes pero wala paren sinasabi about dun sa pagCCO...
July nah....after our monthly examination tinipon lahat ng gusto sumali sa pagCCO..xempre kasali aq dun....dream come true para saken un....akala koh nung una mahirap...pero nung nagstart nah....na-enjoy koh na xa....ung mga drills at parusa....grabeh ang saya...pero wag kah, andun naman ung laging may nocturnal cramps aq...grabeh ang sakit!!!!
Andun at nameet koh ang mga officers namen...una ang baet nila tapos biglaan naging masusungit...katakot...pero alam koh naman na ginagawa lng nila ang tama....ang di koh malilimutan sa pagCCO ay ung walang katakot-takot na memorization.....grabeh ang saya....khit na mgaling kah sa memorization...grabeh ang hirap mag-excel dun...
ang pinaka-kinainisan koh sa pagCCO ay kapag may parusa kme...halimbawa ay bombers grabeh tapos may -BACK TO ZERO- pang nalalaman...kainis...pero ngeun ok na un kc I understand na kung bakit...
Ung mga paggulong masaya, lahat ng parusa, lalo pa at kasama koh ung mga kaibigan koh...sa pagCCO koh I gain trust,confidence and discipline....pati ung bonding koh with my friends mas tumindi dahil sa pagCCO koh...
Malungkot aq dahil ngayon officers na aq...wala na ung mga Officers koh nah napalapit saken....pati ata ung Commandant namen ehh aalis na din...kalungkot nga eehh.....
Kame na ngayon ang maghahandle sa mga COCC...sna magawa nmen ng maayos...
Kahit kelan di koh malilimutan ang mga pinagdaanan koh....pati ang mga taong naging bahagi nito...
>>Sir Jerrome....salamat sa panyo huh!!!!!at sa lahat ng pang-aasar moh!!!!!Di kita makakalimutan.....
-raech_06-

hard to admit.....

Well this was really inspired of what Louie wrote about "Hard to fall"...
well infact may isang tao aqng mahal pero hinde qoh alam if alam nya un...ang hirap nga eh....di kame close...
infact, first kong napalapit sa kanya only dis past school year..
.alam moh nah 3rd year...
Sa totoo lng ang tingin koh sa kanya ay mayabang, mahangin, masungit at walang paki-alam sa ibah....pero nagkamalo pala aqoh dun...maybe because I really dont know him well....
Salamat na lng talagah sa pag_CCO koh narealize ko na din sa wakas ung feelings koh...
Forbidden....talagang bawal...kaya talagang mahirap magpanggap!
I really remember during my COCC days...he used to tease me to Corps (Jeffrey)...eh kc daw may gusto aq dun...indeed I can't consider that as love or what..it is just admiration for he is our corps(peace tau Mhei!!!)...
Days past, tuloy pa ren xa sa pangaasar saken..mejo irritating xa pero natutuwa rin ang loo moh....haayy...ang hirap...para aqng nasisisraan
One time, nung minsan ay pinarusahan kame ng mga officers at pinagulong kame sa basa,este sa tubig na ata...naku poh sobrang kati talagah..ba naman ang dumi na nami...kainis!!!!Ang nakakbad trip pa dun ung thickler koh nabasa at di koh na mabasa ung nakasulat....pero ang pinakamatindi wala aqng extra hanky....nabasa na den...pati nga ung Php 100 koh eh basa!!!!
He asked me whats wrong, and I said...Wala poh Sir...
tapos parang may kinukuha xa sa kanyang bulsa..panyo...he offered me his hanky...xempre officer koh xa...bkit koh un kukunin?!di bah?
Still he insist it to me...at sabi nya pag di mo ito kinuha magagalit aq sayo....so no choice ang lola moh kundi kunin yun..haayy...ang naabi koh lng ay Sir thank you poh huh...
sabi nya lng.,sus wala un...
Siguro nga wala lng un sa kanya pero saken..malaking bagay un!!!!Pag kauwi koh, ligo agad tapos nilabhan koh agad ung kanyang panyo...hala todo kuskos...para mawala ung dumi at putik!!!At thank goodness nawala xa...tapos kinaumagahan pagkakita koh sa kanya binalik koh na ung panyo nya...sabi koh lng...Sir salamat po dito sa panyo huh...he just said Anu bah puro ka thank you ah...wala un sabay kurot sa pisngi koh...buti nga di aq namula eh...PHEW.......
Days past..until Sir Davis told that our officers will get some kind of dyulalay.....utusan kung baga....nagulat aq ng makuha aq ni Sir Julius (S1)...tapos nagulat aq parehas koh silang amo..ung taong ina-admire koh....masay aq nun...even JB knew all about it....ewan koh kung paano?!
Well, hala umaga at hapon todo rasyon ng Cream-O...(hayy...cguro may alam nah kung cno itoh....)
grabeh halos maubos pera koh...tapos laging 3 na lollipop...masakit sa bulsa pero msaya...
natutuwa aq pag andyan xa...eventhough I know nah wala xa gusto saken...ok lng un....
One time, nalaman koh na ung number nya..OO tinext koh nga xa, pero ayun kamustahan, alaskaran, tapos ang pinag-usapan ung pagkuha nya sa BSU ng Culinary Arts....im very happy that tym....lumabas pa nga aq khit gabi nah para lng magpaload....grabeh ang dilim na nun noh!!!!
Totoo nag na alam ko na may iba xang gusto...at perhaps si Rika un...pero ano naman di bah...I know he does not care kahit na masaktan aq....
I tried ti hide my feelings yet it is very hard...
I tried to hide it with my smiles nad laughters pero nahahalata lng ng ibah....

I guess.. mas mabuti na tanggapin koh na lng ang katotohanan nah di pwede maging kame...that' the true fact...I have to accept it....
Ahhmm...
>>hay naku dong....jerrome.....ahmmm...slamat sa lahat huh!!!!!1khit di tayo ganun ka-close di mo paren makalimutan ung pinagsamahan naten in COCC...kung meron nga....
>>good luck na lng sa college lyf moh at sana maging chef ka nga....kc pagbumagsak kah tiyak mapapatay ka talagah ng iyong Madir....di bah.?!Ikaw naman ang nagsabi saken nun ehh....Ingat ka na lng kagi....
-raech_06-

Thinking of nothing

Did someone ever think

Of ideas going to be made?

Did someone ever think

Of things I can make?

Ideas, no ideas come up in my mind

Nothing can turn into good.

I felt like my brain was blind,

Having no idea, make me brood.

Do they believe in me

That I can do it?

Do they really believe in me

That I can think of it?

No one ever wonders

How I can think these such questions?

No one try to know ever

If I can make some suggestions.

What I am saying?

What I am doing?

I don’t know…I really don’t know.

Hey, I think...nothing?

How can I think?

If there are no ideas for me to think?

Now please give me ideas

So I can think.

Inspiration, I need inspiration

But how can I get it?

Can I buy it? Or can I ask for it?

No, no…I have to think of it.

But how? What kind of fool I am?

To think of things that I can’t think.

I’m tired of this

I am just thinking of nothing.

De Ja Vu

Once in Torrington, there was a girl named Lucie, wanting herself to be involved in everything…Not thinking if her peers are comfortable with her around.

Sometimes finding herself aloof in the corner. No wonder she is a shy girl, a girl wanting attention and was longing to feel belong.

“Hey, what’s wrong with that girl, she keeps following us. She is somewhat annoying…”, a girl said.

“Yeah, that’s true. Everybody in the campus got pissed whenever she put herself into conversations she did not know.’, the other one said.

She heard all of that, every morning she encounter hearing such murmurs. But she can’t do anything. She just smiles and smiles and smiles through all those people.

One day, while walking through the corridor, she bumped someone and when she looks up, he saw this guy, John. She was unable to speak; she stared a very, very long time.

“Oh, sorry. Are you hurt or something? Oh well I guess not. Bye then.”, the guy said.

Lucie was truly amazed. She can’t believe it, that someone will talk to her and asked if she is okay. Without noticing it, she begins to fell in love with that guy.

John used to call her and talk to her, for John, Lucie was just a friend that’s all. But for Lucie, it is not like that.

“Hey, is this admiration? No!!! It’s…it’s Love!!!”, she then shout in her room.

From that day, wherever John goes, she follows. When John goes to the cafeteria, she goes to.

“Look at that girl; she kept following that guy…She looks so desperate. I feel pity for her.”, the girls kept talking about Lucie.

Lucie did not find herself pitiful, instead she felt herself lucky to find a guy like John. But she did know John has a girlfriend. She kept following John.

Everybody thought that Lucie was crazy, a stalker. Until one day, she found out finally that John was starting to stay away from her and that he has a girlfriend. She can’t believe it. She can’t accept it. For her, her world turned upside down.

She locked herself in her apartment room. She did not eat for couple of days, she did go to school anymore. Her colleagues worried about her so much, that they visited Lucie in her apartment. But Lucie did not entertain them , she wants to be alone.

“Why doesn’t people can’t understand me…they don’t know about my feelings and thoughts. They don’t know anything!”. She said.

Why do I have to loved such kind of guy? Why do I have to put myself into a situation like this? Was it wrong to fell in love?”, she keeps asking herself.

But then the thought of her comes up, “Eventhough he did not love me, I don’t care! Because I love him…no matter what.”

She fixes herself and goes out to see the world again. To see his beloved John, but before she knew it. John was gone, after the class, she chased John in the street. John could not stop himself running for he didn’t want to be involved with Lucie. Without knowing it, John was hit by a car. And when Lucie came to that place, she saw John on the ground.

No one was accusing her. She herself can’t forgive herself. She got really depressed and tired of living her life. Her miserable life, full of problems and despairs. She ran and ran for miles. She can’t faced everybody, she is ashamed and scared.

By the time, she realized that she ran too far from Torrington. She was in midst of nowhere. She was in a town, a ghost town perhaps. She wanders around the said town looking for people and for…for food.

“Hello?Anybody here?”she asked. But only her echo answered her,

“Hellooooo……Anybody hereeeee…….”.

She was totally scared, totally out of herself. Finally she decided to look for food. She goes to a abandoned grocery store and look for food.

“Food, I need food….or ..or even water….”, she said.

Finally she found an old, moldy bread. She ate it without hesitance. A shy girl turned into a greedy, fierce looking girl. After eating the bread, she walk through the town and found other people. They are all in ages same like her, dressed in an old, dirty rug clothes, walking through their bare feet. They all stare to Lucie, as if they will eat her alive.

“At last people, do you know where I can get enough food? I am still starving…”, she asked.

“No food here”, they all answered in choral.

“Oh I see, maybe one of you know how to get out of this place? I need to go back to Torrington.”, she kept asking.

Then a girl, Charlotte approaches her, “No one can escape here. You will live here.”

“No, no…that’s not true. I can’t live here. I need to go back.”, she yelled.

“Why do you have to go back, if that people doesn’t want you to come back anymore. They don’t like you, you belong here, with us.”, she said.

Lucie was so afraid that she ran again, but Charlotte’s people was too many that they cornered Lucie very fast.

“Accept it Lucie, you belong here with us. We will lived here forever. And no one can interrupt us anymore.”, Charlotte still insisted.

“Look at yourself, you are now a dirty, alone girl. Can’t you see the truth? You’re already dead Lucie. We are all dead here. Our souls wander around and got stuck in here.’

“Dead me? Of course not! It can’t be! I was able to ran for miles from Torrington then I arrived in here. You’re a liar!”, Lucie insisted.

“So you didn’t noticed at all? While you were running from Torrington, you were bumped by a car following you. You had severe head injury that made you die that fast. We saw what happened. Look at the mirror…”, Charlotte said.

Lucie glanced in the mirror just liked Charlotte said. When she opened her eyes, she saw nothing. She can’t see her own reflection. Lucie was totally shocked that she cried and cried and cried out loud. She can’t accept the fact that she was already dead.

“You see? Better lived here with us. Here you will not starve, no one will treat you bad. Here everyone was free to do what he like.”, Charlotte said.

“I don’t care, I want to go back now.”, Lucie yelled.

“Look Lucie, your colleagues hate you. John died because of you.”, Charlotte said.

“I didn’t mean to do that, it was an accident or…or…”, Lucie answered.

She start to ran again and ended in a steep cliff.

“You can’t go anywhere else now….just come with us Lucie.”, Charlotte said.

Then all of those teenagers went up into her and tackles her down into the cliff.

“No……..noooooo…………”, Lucie screamed.

“Lucie, Lucie….wake up. It is time for our Psychology subject.”, Betina said

“Oh…oh…, It was a dream???? That’s impossible.”, Lucie said while she was gasping.

She thought everything that happened to her were all real. It was all a dream, part of her wild imagination.

One day, while she was walking in the corridor of their campus, she saw a guy…which looks familiar to her.

“Hey, who is he???? He looks familiar.”, Lucie wondered.

Then when she heard that the name of that guy was John, she somewhat felt cold and she ran away really fast along the corridor. All of her colleagues were wondering what was Lucie’s problems. All of Lucie’s dream intend to happen in real…Creepy….

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Heartbroken's Love Song

"I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead;
I lift my lids and all is born again.
(I think I made you up inside my head.)

The stars go waltzing out in blue and red,
And arbitrary blackness gallops in:
I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead.

I dreamed that you bewitched me into bed
And sung me moon-struck, kissed me quite insane.
(I think I made you up inside my head.)

God topples from the sky, hell's fires fade:
Exit seraphim and Satan's men:
I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead.

I fancied you'd return the way you said,
But I grow old and I forget your name.
(I think I made you up inside my head.)

I should have loved a thunderbird instead;
At least when spring comes they roar back again.
I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead.
(I think I made you up inside my head.)"

Only after you kiss me,

will you realize how important I am...

Creepy experience

ayy naku..dis happen around 11:45pm last week..grabeh todo party aqoh dun sa Birthday ng friend qoh c jhec-jhec dun sa may Skyline...
at xempre may unting inuman ayon bahagyang nakainom...ehh hanggang 8 pm lng naman talagah aqoh..kaso nagkayayaan nga...
Walang katapusang kantahan tapos ito pah ang pulutan Sisig...naku poh...ayon mejo naparami ang nainom...
Jay-umuwi ka na nga mejo marami na ang nainom moh...
Jhec-jhec-yan impossible....
sabi koh nman-oo nga ano,mejo malalalim na pala ang gabi..Cgeh uwi na aq...
I decided na need koh na umuwi mejo nagtagal na pala aqoh dun....so now im on my way home....papunta na aq dun sa may sakayan ng tricycle,.,at dahil nga mejo nakainom eh..di aqoh natatakot na maglakad dun, khit na sobrang dilim...
Dun na aq naghintay ng tricycle banda sa may lumang bahay...
Katext koh pa nun ung Baby qoh eh...kc tinatanong nya if nakauwi na aq....sabui koh naman hinde pah.pero on my way nah...
Habang nagtetext aqoh sa kanya, biglang lumamig ung paligid pero di naman humahangin,spooky nga eh...pero sabi koh sa srili koh, -Raechelle lasing ka lng.Wag mong takutin ang sarili moh...COCC kah di bah...?!-
Then a strange light was approaching me from far behind...and I can't see what was that thing..when it was slightly near me..i saw that it was just a car,.
sabi koh-Phew...kala qoh kung ano nah...Kotse lang pala...I noticed that the face of the driver was not that clear, i thought it was just because of my eyes ...but when I put my glasses on.. I really saw that the driver sdoesn't have any face on...Shocks....
I just stood there and watch how that car passed right infront of me....I really can't hardly believed of what i saw...then I recieved a call mula sa Baby qoh...-Ingat kah may na-aksidente daw na kotse dyan sa banda...-
My hair really stood on its end...i feel really cold...i am shocked and scared....
Then suddenly someone touched my shouldrs....-Uyy..ok ka lng bah?!-
Si Jay lng pala, sabi koh- ikaw lng pala...tinakot mo ako alam moh bay un?!-
Jay- xenxa nah...nag-alala kc kme sau kc mejo lasing ka nah tapos gabi nah...ihahatid na lng kita-
Laking pasasalamat koh ng dumating si Jay dun...buti na lng...haayyy...
Nakakatakot un ahh.....
Habang nakasakay kame sa tricycle sinabi koh sa kanya ung nangyari..at sabi nya ung mga nakatira daw kc dun sa lumang bahay ay namatay sa Car accident....
Lalo akong kinilabutan....pag-uwi koh...nagdasal muna kame...para dun sa espiritu nung taong un....diyos ko po....katakot talagah...
I hope that will never happen again....ayoko na kc eh...>_<
-raech_06-