a love letter from me to you...

Dear Christian John Rapadas Valdez,

I love you! Just writing that puts a smile on my face. You put a smile on my face.

I love you because of your sweetness, your kindness, your tenderness and your thoughtfulness.

I love you because are you are my loving partner. You smile at my silly jokes and enjoy my youthful spirit.

I love you because I have a longing to be close to you and you long to be close to me. I love snuggling and cuddling with you in the bus. I love to be near you. I love holding your hand on a walk during the whole day and wrapping my arms around whenever like doing so.

I love you because you listen to me as I share the small triumphs or struggles of my day.

I love you because in moments of friction between us, you hear me out. Even when you don’t agree with me, you listen with a longing to understand me.

I love you because you respect me. You honor the woman that I am, rather than try to make me into someone I am not. You suffer my imperfections and my

shortcomings largely without complaint.(THANK YOU)

I love you because you appreciate me. You enjoy my attentiveness and appreciate my efforts to romance you (MEEEEEEEEEOWWWW). You appreciate everything about me that's why I am so thankful to have someone as loving and wonderful as you are in my life to love.

Happy 4th Monthsary Christian ♥ ~ ~ ~ I LOVE YOU SO MUCH :*

~ Raechelle Manalo

For the love of my life ♥

Love’s been a few months now and I always remember how it was, that started this infinite and true love. Today more than ever know that I was right, that he is the love of my life , the man whom I want to share the rest of my life.

It’s a feeling so deep that each time I see how he feel that joy, I can also feel the same way, it makes me vibrate with happiness, makes me feel how beautiful life can be just being by his side …

That it is both beautiful to feel his love and to look in his eyes (which I see every day), which reflected the passion and the love that I feel the same as I keep seeing him. It would be difficult trying to explain in words how great and deep that it is my love for him.

I can say that it would be REALLY hard to believe that there can be a life where I do not find myself with him, away from his lips, his sweet caresses, and all that together that make him what he is to me. It can be described only by few words, and these words are just words that compared to the reality would be empty words, because no word exist when it comes to describing a person as wonderful as him.

Christian, you are my inspiration, my one big true love, you’re the best thing that ever happened to me in life. You’re the most important man for me today, tomorrow and forever until eternity.

You’re the perfect one, For me and you forever will be, And I will love you so for always..

.

HAPPY 4TH MONTHSARY HUBBY ♥ ~ ~ ~

why do I keep crying after I've heard his words a while ago?
I just can't help it, what can I do. I tried to divert my attention by doing other stuffs, still I ended up crying.

I felt I am stab in the heart after he had spoken those words. And it really really hurts. I already told him that I will be leaving early, but still I waited him in his room, thinking he will go there to rest, and yes he did, but not to rest, only to get stuffs coz he's going again.

I fell asleep while waiting for him, I FELL ASLEEP CRYING.
My tears flows down my cheeks just like how the rain is pouring right now. I look pathetic but I don't care. Right now, I fear. I am scared because I felt like he is going to be apart from me little by little, then to the point that he had other girl.IDK.

I wish the rain stops so my tears will also stop flowing down .

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a poem of Compunction..

never in my life
i had felt something like that

i tried to reason out
but its pointless.

already said apologies
to end the whole spat.

do you know how i feel?
how hard it was?

the fear of losing someone
and the fear of being hurt by that someone.

all i can do was to cry
hoping that fear will subside.

but in the end those tears that left from my eyes
can't take back the things i've done.

the words i said really meant no harm
but if those words will only bring imbroglio

then i do solemnly troth,
that this whole spat will never happen again.

Can you?

Can you see what I feel

Can you grasp my pain



Looking into my sad eyes

Do you know what I'm going through



Can you feel my agony

Hear me cry



Can you see these wounds

When you look into my sad eyes

Do you understand this



Can you see my tears

Falling in the dark



Can you feel my empty heart

See the damage done



Can you tell I'm falling apart

When you look at my sad eyes

oooohhh...

i am missing him right now..
especially when I read my post before..

hahaha...xD
its not wrong missing your ex right???

:))