ang April 30 koh....

Well as usual...gumising aq around 8:30 ng umaga...paggising q, walal ng tao sa bahay...tapos may note sa fridge namen...
>Anak,punta muan aq sa Tungko para mamalengke.......

Ahh...so wala pala dito sa bahay ang mudra koh.. nakita koh na may almusal na pala na nakahanda...hala lafang naman aq ng PANDESAL at nagtimpla ng KAPENG BARAKO....hala at talagang nagising aq dun ahh...barako ba naman ehh.
Pagkatapos kong kumaen ay binuksan ko agad ang T.V. at nanood ng POWERPUFF GIRLS Z...hala at talagang ang sama ni HIM para kunin ang Chemical Z sa mga Powerpuff girls Z....ayun at Part 1 at Part 2 ang labanan nila....sa wakas at POKEMON nah...naks at may Pokemon Talent Search pah..akalain mo nga naman c PSYDUCK pa ang nanalo....sabay lipat koh nasa QTV11 para dun sa LADY LADY...grabeh, ang kulet talagah ni LIN.....ayun may mga scene sa London....at xempre bagoh ang lahat, PICHI PICHI PITCH nah....hehehe....ang cute kaya ng story nya..tungkol sa mga sirena!!!!!





Nagpatugtog muna aq, bale puro MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE lamang...idol koh un eh...ayun at diretso kaagad sa banyo para mag-shower..hala at ng ang kanta na ay ung I NEVER TOLD WHAT IS WORTH FOR LIVING ay todo kantah naman...hehehe...puro sigaw din un ahh.....hayun shampoo dito, sabon dun..hehehe..

Pagakatapos koh maligoh, xempre nagbihis na aq....at gawa naman ng mga gawaing bahay...hala todo walis ang drama ng lola moh...sakit nga sa balakang ehh....After kong maglinis...nagcomputer na aq..den may nakachat aq...si KUYA JAY lng naman..hala at tawa aq ng tawa...ayun almost an hour din kame nagchat.....

Den ayun dumating na ang mudra koh.....Sinigang na bangus daw ang ulam namen...wow...Sinigang pahh....Paborito ko kc un ehh....

Habang iniintay q maluto ung ulam namen....pumunta muna aq kila JHEC-JHEC dun sa may SKYLINE....at nakipagkwentuhan muna.....tapos nagStroll muna kame gamit ung motor ni Tito Jun....hala at nakaabot sa 2A...grabeh naman talagah....tapos nagpahatid na aq pauwi samen....
Sakto naman at tanghalian nah....hehehe,,hala lafang na ulet ang bruha......tapos punta aq kila JOYCE-kapitbahay namen-,hala at nagpraktis ng sayaw,..hehehe wala lng.May magawa lng kame....ayun at niyaya nila aq uminom ng unti...xempre oo agad aq!!!
Naku poh...at LIMANG BOTE ng RED HORSE un.....tapos may may isang bote ng MP....hehehe.

Mejo naparami aq pero kaya pah noh.....nakakapagtype pa nga aq ehh....diretso uwi agad aq sabay ligo ulet....mahirap nah ehh....

paguwi koh ang daming text sa CP koh....

>>mga dude,apuz n q mgligo,pnta n q ng tungko,sma keu..?hehe...
.gm..
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>> mga tol,pauwi n c aqetch."!khagard..keu uzta n,d ngppwmdm aa..
.,giem n aqetch..
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>>lakaz ng kulog..grr..
..gm..
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Grabeh..ka talagah Jac....tinadtad moh aq ahh....buti na lng tapos na ang unli q kung hinde....tinadtad din kita!!!!

Nagbukas ulet aq ng PC koh...at naku poh itong DABI...hala at todo padal nung FUNNY UST SCANDAL....ehh,napanood koh na un ehh...peace tayo dabi!!!!!!

Nag-log in na aq sa fwendster koh....biruin mong ang dame kong friend requests....tapos may kahina-hinalang nagcomment saken..MARION ang name nya...puro tnx 4 d add ang nakalagay...ehh cno kaya un di bah?!di koh naman xa fwend.....di bale na nga....pero kung cnu ka man -TNX SA COMMENT HUH!!!!-

at ayun, nagtest na aq ng 12 na kulang koh kay Louie....5 pa lng kc ung naipost koh ehh....at ayun nga tapos nah..sa wakas...hehehe.....

At ngayon naman for WEATHER FORECAST.....kasalukuyang umuulan ngayon dahil ata sa tindi ng init ng panahon.....hehehe....katakot ung kulog.....shockings.....C PIKACHU mukang galet kaya ayan puro Thundershock ang ginagawa....hehehe......

Ngayon heto aq at nakaupo lng gumagawa ng new post koh....about sa araw koh ngeun.....hehehe.....pero promise enjoy naman ang gumawa ng blogs ehh...ang saya nga ehh...^^

di koh alam kung mahaba na bah ito o hinde pa eh....

hehehe......pero thanks at binabasa moh itong aking blog huh!!!!!comment ka nman!!!!

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hehehe.......may mailagay na lng....well palakas na ng palakas ang ulan......hanggang dito na lng ulet!!!!!bukas cguro meron pa ulet aqng post...

>>Sa mga classmates koh dyan...kita-kits sa School Year huh!!!!!4th year na tayo!!!

woooohoooo!!!

>>Sa mga may Birthday tomorrow,HAPPY BIRTHDAY SA ATIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

-raech_06-

Hidden Love

Passion burning deep in my heart
Wishing that we were never apart
Coming together hand in hand
Melted and pressed as grains of sand
Shaping a most beautiful pane of glass
Etchings abound and trimmed with brass
A beautiful display wanting all to see
Remains hidden and sheltered only for me

A Guy Like You

I’ve been in darkness for so long just waiting for the light,
And now that you have come my way, my days don’t seem like nights.

I’m glad I’m finally overcome my fear of the other side,
Thank you for showing me the way, by taking me on this ride.

I’ve never really felt this way about a guy before,
You’ve truly touched me deep inside, you’ve opened, unlocked, the door.

I know it’s nothing serious, but surely it’s a start,
You’ve treated me so equally, I feel it in my heart.

And even if this does not work, I’m glad I’ve had this chance,
To see how great you truly are, even just for a glance.

We never know what’ll come of this, it really just depends,
I’m glad we’re taking the first step, we’re becoming better friends.

With you I never have to guess just how you really feel,
You talk to me about the facts and tell me what’s the deal.

With you I feel so comfortable, like nothing can go wrong,
I get this tingly feeling inside, you sing to me like a song.

The fact that you are older, really did freak me out,
But you treat me like I’m your age, now I’m rid of all my doubts.

I’m trying to live in the moment, by forgetting about the past,
And so far it’s been working, and it’s really been a blast.

So hopefully from this day forth, I’ll know just what to do,

If ever I come across a guy, another guy like you.

my COCC moments...

well actually, second year palang aq, nakikita ko na ung mga nag-CCO...eh ba naman lagi aqng maaga sa skul,.so nakikita koh kapag cla ay nagmamartsa...from that day sinabi koh na sa srili koh na.."Raechelle kelangan magCO ka den...no matter what!!!"...and then....I start watching their drillings para matuto bah...akala koh madali lng pero inde pala cguro dhil nga wala pa aq alam tungkol dun..madalas kong makikita na gumagawa ng drillings ay si sir louie, maam desiree, maam jonna, sir julius, maam girah at c corps...
C sir louie tanda koh pah xa lagi ang nag-Papanumpa at Panata tuwing flag ceremony...lagi na lng na xa..sabi koh sa sarili koh by the time na mging 3rd year na aq at magCO for sure mag-gaganyan din aq....
Mas lalo aqng nag-eager na maging CO someday....and when that time came I am so happy....

3rd Year....
Sa wakas at 3rd year na aq, Junior daw....grabeh unti na lng at college nah....pero bago nag lahat xempre magCCO muna aq...start of classes pero wala paren sinasabi about dun sa pagCCO...
July nah....after our monthly examination tinipon lahat ng gusto sumali sa pagCCO..xempre kasali aq dun....dream come true para saken un....akala koh nung una mahirap...pero nung nagstart nah....na-enjoy koh na xa....ung mga drills at parusa....grabeh ang saya...pero wag kah, andun naman ung laging may nocturnal cramps aq...grabeh ang sakit!!!!
Andun at nameet koh ang mga officers namen...una ang baet nila tapos biglaan naging masusungit...katakot...pero alam koh naman na ginagawa lng nila ang tama....ang di koh malilimutan sa pagCCO ay ung walang katakot-takot na memorization.....grabeh ang saya....khit na mgaling kah sa memorization...grabeh ang hirap mag-excel dun...
ang pinaka-kinainisan koh sa pagCCO ay kapag may parusa kme...halimbawa ay bombers grabeh tapos may -BACK TO ZERO- pang nalalaman...kainis...pero ngeun ok na un kc I understand na kung bakit...
Ung mga paggulong masaya, lahat ng parusa, lalo pa at kasama koh ung mga kaibigan koh...sa pagCCO koh I gain trust,confidence and discipline....pati ung bonding koh with my friends mas tumindi dahil sa pagCCO koh...
Malungkot aq dahil ngayon officers na aq...wala na ung mga Officers koh nah napalapit saken....pati ata ung Commandant namen ehh aalis na din...kalungkot nga eehh.....
Kame na ngayon ang maghahandle sa mga COCC...sna magawa nmen ng maayos...
Kahit kelan di koh malilimutan ang mga pinagdaanan koh....pati ang mga taong naging bahagi nito...
>>Sir Jerrome....salamat sa panyo huh!!!!!at sa lahat ng pang-aasar moh!!!!!Di kita makakalimutan.....
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hard to admit.....

Well this was really inspired of what Louie wrote about "Hard to fall"...
well infact may isang tao aqng mahal pero hinde qoh alam if alam nya un...ang hirap nga eh....di kame close...
infact, first kong napalapit sa kanya only dis past school year..
.alam moh nah 3rd year...
Sa totoo lng ang tingin koh sa kanya ay mayabang, mahangin, masungit at walang paki-alam sa ibah....pero nagkamalo pala aqoh dun...maybe because I really dont know him well....
Salamat na lng talagah sa pag_CCO koh narealize ko na din sa wakas ung feelings koh...
Forbidden....talagang bawal...kaya talagang mahirap magpanggap!
I really remember during my COCC days...he used to tease me to Corps (Jeffrey)...eh kc daw may gusto aq dun...indeed I can't consider that as love or what..it is just admiration for he is our corps(peace tau Mhei!!!)...
Days past, tuloy pa ren xa sa pangaasar saken..mejo irritating xa pero natutuwa rin ang loo moh....haayy...ang hirap...para aqng nasisisraan
One time, nung minsan ay pinarusahan kame ng mga officers at pinagulong kame sa basa,este sa tubig na ata...naku poh sobrang kati talagah..ba naman ang dumi na nami...kainis!!!!Ang nakakbad trip pa dun ung thickler koh nabasa at di koh na mabasa ung nakasulat....pero ang pinakamatindi wala aqng extra hanky....nabasa na den...pati nga ung Php 100 koh eh basa!!!!
He asked me whats wrong, and I said...Wala poh Sir...
tapos parang may kinukuha xa sa kanyang bulsa..panyo...he offered me his hanky...xempre officer koh xa...bkit koh un kukunin?!di bah?
Still he insist it to me...at sabi nya pag di mo ito kinuha magagalit aq sayo....so no choice ang lola moh kundi kunin yun..haayy...ang naabi koh lng ay Sir thank you poh huh...
sabi nya lng.,sus wala un...
Siguro nga wala lng un sa kanya pero saken..malaking bagay un!!!!Pag kauwi koh, ligo agad tapos nilabhan koh agad ung kanyang panyo...hala todo kuskos...para mawala ung dumi at putik!!!At thank goodness nawala xa...tapos kinaumagahan pagkakita koh sa kanya binalik koh na ung panyo nya...sabi koh lng...Sir salamat po dito sa panyo huh...he just said Anu bah puro ka thank you ah...wala un sabay kurot sa pisngi koh...buti nga di aq namula eh...PHEW.......
Days past..until Sir Davis told that our officers will get some kind of dyulalay.....utusan kung baga....nagulat aq ng makuha aq ni Sir Julius (S1)...tapos nagulat aq parehas koh silang amo..ung taong ina-admire koh....masay aq nun...even JB knew all about it....ewan koh kung paano?!
Well, hala umaga at hapon todo rasyon ng Cream-O...(hayy...cguro may alam nah kung cno itoh....)
grabeh halos maubos pera koh...tapos laging 3 na lollipop...masakit sa bulsa pero msaya...
natutuwa aq pag andyan xa...eventhough I know nah wala xa gusto saken...ok lng un....
One time, nalaman koh na ung number nya..OO tinext koh nga xa, pero ayun kamustahan, alaskaran, tapos ang pinag-usapan ung pagkuha nya sa BSU ng Culinary Arts....im very happy that tym....lumabas pa nga aq khit gabi nah para lng magpaload....grabeh ang dilim na nun noh!!!!
Totoo nag na alam ko na may iba xang gusto...at perhaps si Rika un...pero ano naman di bah...I know he does not care kahit na masaktan aq....
I tried ti hide my feelings yet it is very hard...
I tried to hide it with my smiles nad laughters pero nahahalata lng ng ibah....

I guess.. mas mabuti na tanggapin koh na lng ang katotohanan nah di pwede maging kame...that' the true fact...I have to accept it....
Ahhmm...
>>hay naku dong....jerrome.....ahmmm...slamat sa lahat huh!!!!!1khit di tayo ganun ka-close di mo paren makalimutan ung pinagsamahan naten in COCC...kung meron nga....
>>good luck na lng sa college lyf moh at sana maging chef ka nga....kc pagbumagsak kah tiyak mapapatay ka talagah ng iyong Madir....di bah.?!Ikaw naman ang nagsabi saken nun ehh....Ingat ka na lng kagi....
-raech_06-

Thinking of nothing

Did someone ever think

Of ideas going to be made?

Did someone ever think

Of things I can make?

Ideas, no ideas come up in my mind

Nothing can turn into good.

I felt like my brain was blind,

Having no idea, make me brood.

Do they believe in me

That I can do it?

Do they really believe in me

That I can think of it?

No one ever wonders

How I can think these such questions?

No one try to know ever

If I can make some suggestions.

What I am saying?

What I am doing?

I don’t know…I really don’t know.

Hey, I think...nothing?

How can I think?

If there are no ideas for me to think?

Now please give me ideas

So I can think.

Inspiration, I need inspiration

But how can I get it?

Can I buy it? Or can I ask for it?

No, no…I have to think of it.

But how? What kind of fool I am?

To think of things that I can’t think.

I’m tired of this

I am just thinking of nothing.

De Ja Vu

Once in Torrington, there was a girl named Lucie, wanting herself to be involved in everything…Not thinking if her peers are comfortable with her around.

Sometimes finding herself aloof in the corner. No wonder she is a shy girl, a girl wanting attention and was longing to feel belong.

“Hey, what’s wrong with that girl, she keeps following us. She is somewhat annoying…”, a girl said.

“Yeah, that’s true. Everybody in the campus got pissed whenever she put herself into conversations she did not know.’, the other one said.

She heard all of that, every morning she encounter hearing such murmurs. But she can’t do anything. She just smiles and smiles and smiles through all those people.

One day, while walking through the corridor, she bumped someone and when she looks up, he saw this guy, John. She was unable to speak; she stared a very, very long time.

“Oh, sorry. Are you hurt or something? Oh well I guess not. Bye then.”, the guy said.

Lucie was truly amazed. She can’t believe it, that someone will talk to her and asked if she is okay. Without noticing it, she begins to fell in love with that guy.

John used to call her and talk to her, for John, Lucie was just a friend that’s all. But for Lucie, it is not like that.

“Hey, is this admiration? No!!! It’s…it’s Love!!!”, she then shout in her room.

From that day, wherever John goes, she follows. When John goes to the cafeteria, she goes to.

“Look at that girl; she kept following that guy…She looks so desperate. I feel pity for her.”, the girls kept talking about Lucie.

Lucie did not find herself pitiful, instead she felt herself lucky to find a guy like John. But she did know John has a girlfriend. She kept following John.

Everybody thought that Lucie was crazy, a stalker. Until one day, she found out finally that John was starting to stay away from her and that he has a girlfriend. She can’t believe it. She can’t accept it. For her, her world turned upside down.

She locked herself in her apartment room. She did not eat for couple of days, she did go to school anymore. Her colleagues worried about her so much, that they visited Lucie in her apartment. But Lucie did not entertain them , she wants to be alone.

“Why doesn’t people can’t understand me…they don’t know about my feelings and thoughts. They don’t know anything!”. She said.

Why do I have to loved such kind of guy? Why do I have to put myself into a situation like this? Was it wrong to fell in love?”, she keeps asking herself.

But then the thought of her comes up, “Eventhough he did not love me, I don’t care! Because I love him…no matter what.”

She fixes herself and goes out to see the world again. To see his beloved John, but before she knew it. John was gone, after the class, she chased John in the street. John could not stop himself running for he didn’t want to be involved with Lucie. Without knowing it, John was hit by a car. And when Lucie came to that place, she saw John on the ground.

No one was accusing her. She herself can’t forgive herself. She got really depressed and tired of living her life. Her miserable life, full of problems and despairs. She ran and ran for miles. She can’t faced everybody, she is ashamed and scared.

By the time, she realized that she ran too far from Torrington. She was in midst of nowhere. She was in a town, a ghost town perhaps. She wanders around the said town looking for people and for…for food.

“Hello?Anybody here?”she asked. But only her echo answered her,

“Hellooooo……Anybody hereeeee…….”.

She was totally scared, totally out of herself. Finally she decided to look for food. She goes to a abandoned grocery store and look for food.

“Food, I need food….or ..or even water….”, she said.

Finally she found an old, moldy bread. She ate it without hesitance. A shy girl turned into a greedy, fierce looking girl. After eating the bread, she walk through the town and found other people. They are all in ages same like her, dressed in an old, dirty rug clothes, walking through their bare feet. They all stare to Lucie, as if they will eat her alive.

“At last people, do you know where I can get enough food? I am still starving…”, she asked.

“No food here”, they all answered in choral.

“Oh I see, maybe one of you know how to get out of this place? I need to go back to Torrington.”, she kept asking.

Then a girl, Charlotte approaches her, “No one can escape here. You will live here.”

“No, no…that’s not true. I can’t live here. I need to go back.”, she yelled.

“Why do you have to go back, if that people doesn’t want you to come back anymore. They don’t like you, you belong here, with us.”, she said.

Lucie was so afraid that she ran again, but Charlotte’s people was too many that they cornered Lucie very fast.

“Accept it Lucie, you belong here with us. We will lived here forever. And no one can interrupt us anymore.”, Charlotte still insisted.

“Look at yourself, you are now a dirty, alone girl. Can’t you see the truth? You’re already dead Lucie. We are all dead here. Our souls wander around and got stuck in here.’

“Dead me? Of course not! It can’t be! I was able to ran for miles from Torrington then I arrived in here. You’re a liar!”, Lucie insisted.

“So you didn’t noticed at all? While you were running from Torrington, you were bumped by a car following you. You had severe head injury that made you die that fast. We saw what happened. Look at the mirror…”, Charlotte said.

Lucie glanced in the mirror just liked Charlotte said. When she opened her eyes, she saw nothing. She can’t see her own reflection. Lucie was totally shocked that she cried and cried and cried out loud. She can’t accept the fact that she was already dead.

“You see? Better lived here with us. Here you will not starve, no one will treat you bad. Here everyone was free to do what he like.”, Charlotte said.

“I don’t care, I want to go back now.”, Lucie yelled.

“Look Lucie, your colleagues hate you. John died because of you.”, Charlotte said.

“I didn’t mean to do that, it was an accident or…or…”, Lucie answered.

She start to ran again and ended in a steep cliff.

“You can’t go anywhere else now….just come with us Lucie.”, Charlotte said.

Then all of those teenagers went up into her and tackles her down into the cliff.

“No……..noooooo…………”, Lucie screamed.

“Lucie, Lucie….wake up. It is time for our Psychology subject.”, Betina said

“Oh…oh…, It was a dream???? That’s impossible.”, Lucie said while she was gasping.

She thought everything that happened to her were all real. It was all a dream, part of her wild imagination.

One day, while she was walking in the corridor of their campus, she saw a guy…which looks familiar to her.

“Hey, who is he???? He looks familiar.”, Lucie wondered.

Then when she heard that the name of that guy was John, she somewhat felt cold and she ran away really fast along the corridor. All of her colleagues were wondering what was Lucie’s problems. All of Lucie’s dream intend to happen in real…Creepy….

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Heartbroken's Love Song

"I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead;
I lift my lids and all is born again.
(I think I made you up inside my head.)

The stars go waltzing out in blue and red,
And arbitrary blackness gallops in:
I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead.

I dreamed that you bewitched me into bed
And sung me moon-struck, kissed me quite insane.
(I think I made you up inside my head.)

God topples from the sky, hell's fires fade:
Exit seraphim and Satan's men:
I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead.

I fancied you'd return the way you said,
But I grow old and I forget your name.
(I think I made you up inside my head.)

I should have loved a thunderbird instead;
At least when spring comes they roar back again.
I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead.
(I think I made you up inside my head.)"

Only after you kiss me,

will you realize how important I am...

Creepy experience

ayy naku..dis happen around 11:45pm last week..grabeh todo party aqoh dun sa Birthday ng friend qoh c jhec-jhec dun sa may Skyline...
at xempre may unting inuman ayon bahagyang nakainom...ehh hanggang 8 pm lng naman talagah aqoh..kaso nagkayayaan nga...
Walang katapusang kantahan tapos ito pah ang pulutan Sisig...naku poh...ayon mejo naparami ang nainom...
Jay-umuwi ka na nga mejo marami na ang nainom moh...
Jhec-jhec-yan impossible....
sabi koh nman-oo nga ano,mejo malalalim na pala ang gabi..Cgeh uwi na aq...
I decided na need koh na umuwi mejo nagtagal na pala aqoh dun....so now im on my way home....papunta na aq dun sa may sakayan ng tricycle,.,at dahil nga mejo nakainom eh..di aqoh natatakot na maglakad dun, khit na sobrang dilim...
Dun na aq naghintay ng tricycle banda sa may lumang bahay...
Katext koh pa nun ung Baby qoh eh...kc tinatanong nya if nakauwi na aq....sabui koh naman hinde pah.pero on my way nah...
Habang nagtetext aqoh sa kanya, biglang lumamig ung paligid pero di naman humahangin,spooky nga eh...pero sabi koh sa srili koh, -Raechelle lasing ka lng.Wag mong takutin ang sarili moh...COCC kah di bah...?!-
Then a strange light was approaching me from far behind...and I can't see what was that thing..when it was slightly near me..i saw that it was just a car,.
sabi koh-Phew...kala qoh kung ano nah...Kotse lang pala...I noticed that the face of the driver was not that clear, i thought it was just because of my eyes ...but when I put my glasses on.. I really saw that the driver sdoesn't have any face on...Shocks....
I just stood there and watch how that car passed right infront of me....I really can't hardly believed of what i saw...then I recieved a call mula sa Baby qoh...-Ingat kah may na-aksidente daw na kotse dyan sa banda...-
My hair really stood on its end...i feel really cold...i am shocked and scared....
Then suddenly someone touched my shouldrs....-Uyy..ok ka lng bah?!-
Si Jay lng pala, sabi koh- ikaw lng pala...tinakot mo ako alam moh bay un?!-
Jay- xenxa nah...nag-alala kc kme sau kc mejo lasing ka nah tapos gabi nah...ihahatid na lng kita-
Laking pasasalamat koh ng dumating si Jay dun...buti na lng...haayyy...
Nakakatakot un ahh.....
Habang nakasakay kame sa tricycle sinabi koh sa kanya ung nangyari..at sabi nya ung mga nakatira daw kc dun sa lumang bahay ay namatay sa Car accident....
Lalo akong kinilabutan....pag-uwi koh...nagdasal muna kame...para dun sa espiritu nung taong un....diyos ko po....katakot talagah...
I hope that will never happen again....ayoko na kc eh...>_<
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