a love letter from me to you...

Dear Christian John Rapadas Valdez,

I love you! Just writing that puts a smile on my face. You put a smile on my face.

I love you because of your sweetness, your kindness, your tenderness and your thoughtfulness.

I love you because are you are my loving partner. You smile at my silly jokes and enjoy my youthful spirit.

I love you because I have a longing to be close to you and you long to be close to me. I love snuggling and cuddling with you in the bus. I love to be near you. I love holding your hand on a walk during the whole day and wrapping my arms around whenever like doing so.

I love you because you listen to me as I share the small triumphs or struggles of my day.

I love you because in moments of friction between us, you hear me out. Even when you don’t agree with me, you listen with a longing to understand me.

I love you because you respect me. You honor the woman that I am, rather than try to make me into someone I am not. You suffer my imperfections and my

shortcomings largely without complaint.(THANK YOU)

I love you because you appreciate me. You enjoy my attentiveness and appreciate my efforts to romance you (MEEEEEEEEEOWWWW). You appreciate everything about me that's why I am so thankful to have someone as loving and wonderful as you are in my life to love.

Happy 4th Monthsary Christian ♥ ~ ~ ~ I LOVE YOU SO MUCH :*

~ Raechelle Manalo

For the love of my life ♥

Love’s been a few months now and I always remember how it was, that started this infinite and true love. Today more than ever know that I was right, that he is the love of my life , the man whom I want to share the rest of my life.

It’s a feeling so deep that each time I see how he feel that joy, I can also feel the same way, it makes me vibrate with happiness, makes me feel how beautiful life can be just being by his side …

That it is both beautiful to feel his love and to look in his eyes (which I see every day), which reflected the passion and the love that I feel the same as I keep seeing him. It would be difficult trying to explain in words how great and deep that it is my love for him.

I can say that it would be REALLY hard to believe that there can be a life where I do not find myself with him, away from his lips, his sweet caresses, and all that together that make him what he is to me. It can be described only by few words, and these words are just words that compared to the reality would be empty words, because no word exist when it comes to describing a person as wonderful as him.

Christian, you are my inspiration, my one big true love, you’re the best thing that ever happened to me in life. You’re the most important man for me today, tomorrow and forever until eternity.

You’re the perfect one, For me and you forever will be, And I will love you so for always..

.

HAPPY 4TH MONTHSARY HUBBY ♥ ~ ~ ~

why do I keep crying after I've heard his words a while ago?
I just can't help it, what can I do. I tried to divert my attention by doing other stuffs, still I ended up crying.

I felt I am stab in the heart after he had spoken those words. And it really really hurts. I already told him that I will be leaving early, but still I waited him in his room, thinking he will go there to rest, and yes he did, but not to rest, only to get stuffs coz he's going again.

I fell asleep while waiting for him, I FELL ASLEEP CRYING.
My tears flows down my cheeks just like how the rain is pouring right now. I look pathetic but I don't care. Right now, I fear. I am scared because I felt like he is going to be apart from me little by little, then to the point that he had other girl.IDK.

I wish the rain stops so my tears will also stop flowing down .

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a poem of Compunction..

never in my life
i had felt something like that

i tried to reason out
but its pointless.

already said apologies
to end the whole spat.

do you know how i feel?
how hard it was?

the fear of losing someone
and the fear of being hurt by that someone.

all i can do was to cry
hoping that fear will subside.

but in the end those tears that left from my eyes
can't take back the things i've done.

the words i said really meant no harm
but if those words will only bring imbroglio

then i do solemnly troth,
that this whole spat will never happen again.

Can you?

Can you see what I feel

Can you grasp my pain



Looking into my sad eyes

Do you know what I'm going through



Can you feel my agony

Hear me cry



Can you see these wounds

When you look into my sad eyes

Do you understand this



Can you see my tears

Falling in the dark



Can you feel my empty heart

See the damage done



Can you tell I'm falling apart

When you look at my sad eyes

oooohhh...

i am missing him right now..
especially when I read my post before..

hahaha...xD
its not wrong missing your ex right???

:))

life be damned...

bullshit..i've never cried that hard in my life...all those shits suddenly got infront of me...jealousy and family problem...anything else to add on?!friendship problem?count that in...

i've never experienced that thing in my life until now...who would have thought right?i almost breakdown...i've got no one to hold on in here,no shoulder to cry on...im all alone with this whole damn thing...

what am i a robot?a mutant?a doll?so you thought that with the words both of you were blurting was not hurting me?it really hurts..it really do hurts...

seriously i really can't take this anymore..i dont even know how i am able to hold on until now..now that my dear cousin will never be coming back here anymore after they're damned argument with my parents...bullshit...he was just worried about
me,he just care for my safety. Now they're blaming Jay about what had happened to me...is there anything wrong that had happened to me?they can't assume that i become distant to them coz im still just the same,no changes....then whats the whole reason of their drama awhile ago....then now they act so kind to me...am i in a asyllum?

im really confused..i really need someone whom i can pour all my emotions out...cry all my tears until there are no left..now that ive come to know that you also have a problem,.really make me worried.hope both of us be able to surpass this all shits..kuso...life be damned...

random post: Happy Monthsary

hakhar..oh well just another random post from me...

anyways just want to greet my boyfriend(Glend Bryan),...happy monthsary to us..^_^
..sorry i really just miss posting random things in here..haha
anyways..love you so much..mwuah..see you tomorrow then..9 am infront of Novamall hahaha...xoxo


hakhar....random post hahaha
-achel

K unitz

{ oh well..its been a while right? ive been away too long from my blogging due to my hectic schedule..but here i am once again,writing and narrating my thoughts and experiences..let's start shall we? }


On the start of the 2nd semester i have gotten closer to jeje(jeremiah),who would have thought right?

We were really anxious about who will be our new classmates,but sad to say its the same old faces,though some of our 1a1-1 buddies were into other section like 1A2-2 and 1A2-3...hahaha so it means there will be a few new faces and people we can get acquainted to.(To tell you the truth, we were just looking for some cute faces hahaha....teenage flings..^_^ there's nothing wrong with that...)

We managed to introduced ourselves to those new colleagues even before our class starts.hahaha i know some think that we are weirdo,but we are just trying to be friendly that time...

The people whom we befriended easily were Gladys(she smiles at us every time we were looking at them), Relly(the bad boy/goody good boy aura he emitted really catches our attention haha),Lester(he is kinda intimidating but he sure is kind!),jennifer(she is kinda approachable),jason(shy type of guy hahaha cute),marc ezra(yes..he had that vampiric aura haha like edward cullen you know),brix(the boyscout,haha always prepared and ready)and patrick(haha looks weird but he and marlon really do look a like)...

The others hmm well i think i dont have to name them all..hahaha i even can't remember their names(esp. the irregulars)..there are two person in our class that really looked intimidating and was looking at every one intimidatingly haha (how ironY)...

First was Krisna aka butterfly/mariposa...the 1st time we saw her..we were dumbstrucked(she was pretty).. haha the 2nd one was John Mervin aka Jim,he eyed every one too warily..haiszt as if he would be eating them alive(shivers)...

But things have gotten different....one time in our class i think its math2 coz we are sitting infront haha...edmark(lakay) asked us if we want to join their dance troupe...we do know that lakay already recruited bryan and elton..he was grouped with no other than Jim...(phew)we immediately agreed and they said that practice will be done on our vacant time...how nice...when we(Jeje and me) asked who are their other member,jim said that it was krisna...hahaha

So we decided to give it a try...gladly we were able to get the steps but not that accurate and precise...there are still a lot of flaws indeed...take note we were practicing without the knowledge of how fast/slow the rhythm was..hahaha...

Days have passed,and we slowly got to know jim and krisna...Jim he is a kind of Badjao(childish inshort) hahahaha though he do have cute smile(yuck!!!!argh!) and krisna,childish also, she is somewhat jolly to be with...hahaha

Days have passed that we were able to practice at Bagumbong with Jason(jim and lakay's choreo/co-dancer) and the rest of the Krump Ambassadors.

We slowly build our own group by then..the Krump Units or the so called K unitz,,hahaha..

All those days that we were together...really do make our bonding stronger...before its only me,jeje,nene(krisna),lakay,bryan and elton with our oh-so-loving and oh-so-supporting comrades namely khev,jaja and tita maricel...then Brix joined the group(yey..new groupmate,new travel,new formation,new steps and routine),then practice sessions started.

We had auditioned at cas 203,danced again infront of the pagfa and Sir Yosa,X-mas Party hip hop dance contest..danced for intermissions(pre-pageant) and for the Mr and ms Fatima coronation night...

Amongst the fun-filled moments and love-blooming events of K-unitz..lies the unforgettable issues haiszt,.the problems that almost doomed us..gladly light never got defeated by darkness..,.our friendship remains strong despite of all those hindrances and clashes that we have had.That's the power of Friendship(laughs maniacally)

lol XD

hmm...when we had our so-called last dance(i dont believe that though),emotions started to loosen up, and tears come out....its unstoppable the fear that we will not be able to see each other again,the fear that some of us will leave the group...it all dawned upon our minds and it really trigger the tears to come out...especially when that FAREWELL song played all throughout the court..

haiszt...then Khev was starting to tell me to take care and that he will never forget me,for me and bryan to stay stronger and to keep the group always intact that really make me cry coz reality starts to dawned me..and it really hurts me so much(he is one of my bestest friend i ever had in OLFU) then Jim also started to bid his goodbye,he started blurting out things like make sure that k unitz will live on in OLFU,..that's why when i looked at him tears started to flow more...(this is the reason why i hate bidding goodyes and hearing those things,i tend to cry so much)....


But i do know that no matter what happen k unitz will be forever intact...we've learned many things/lessons...be postive..wag kang aayaw hahaha....with k unitz ive experienced a different kind of camaraderie..its a pleasant feeling that the whole group..all of them were always there for you...that's really proven by me...

Special Mentions:
Krisna-nene ui wag kn lumipat loka-loka ka....d k pwede dun hahaha
Khev-oist think positive lng mamen..hahaha live and love ur lyf..pasalubong q ahh...sa Apr.6 kunin q un
Jim-oi talulu...think positive k prin dpat pra kay ______....hahaha..may bgong step b tau boss?
lakay-mamen/magurl..wla aqng pkialam kung anu p man wahahaha...uzta nman ang life huh?think positive k rn dpat
elton-kapatid!!!!hahahaha ingatan u cp moh ahh yan pren gmitin nten pg ngpraktis tau haha
bryan-hmm...anu nga bah hahaha..lge nman tau nguusap ehh...api mansary nlng poh...love lots xoxo
jeje-hahaha ang aking partner in crime...hahaha sama k saken sa apr.12 huh..sgot kita ^_^..kelan b tau pwed mgfood 3p ulet...
brix-hahaha enrol tau nstp sa apr6 ha!hakhar
KRUMP UNITZ----kelan b outing nten?ung mlpet lng ahh..hahaa


sa mga wlang sawang sumuporta sa K unitz sa buong 2nd sem...2loi nio lng yn hahaha mamatz...sa 1st sem ulet ng 2nd year nmen huh...hahahaha


KRUMPING IS DANCING.
DANCING IS OUR PASSION.
ergo, KRUMPING IS OUR PASSION!

hahahaha(Phi4 yan!)
ja ne....


wait for my next post again...comment nman kau hahaha...
-achel.03

Welcome 2010...

Happy New Year everyone....


Hope this whole new year brings good luck and prosperity to everyone....

God Bless everyone....

Attention: BSIT 1A1-1.....

We are having our practice for our P.E. (CHEERDANCE)...
day/date: THURSDAY, OCT.1,2009
time: 7:30 AM-8 AM (call time)
where: LAGRO PARK (dulo)
meeting place: TAPAT NG MERCURY DRUG sa LAGRO!
and kindly comply with this:
>>>>>>bring money with you!(10 pesos daw ung fee ng D.I.)
>>>>>>payong,we can't afford n may magkasakit s grupo incase n umulan
>>>>>>must wear jogging pants or long cut pants
>>>>>>no wearing of liberated shirts/blouses (di ito pormahan!)
>>>>>>any footwear bzta pag sumayaw at kumilos kayang dalen!
AND ALSO....if ever n meron kayo or may mahihiraman kau n CD PLAYER...pki-dala 2morow!
guys....ATTENDANCE IS A MUST!!!!!
kpag inde pumunta at sumali...NFE na kau!(NO FINAL EXAM!)
so please guys think about it!next week npoh ang performance nito!!!!
>>>>>cheng<<<<<

harhar...that's my reaction about the SONA...

First of all she gave a powerful SONA against her critics but she did not report the true condition of this ailing nation. she needs to open her eyes more and look deeper into the problems of the nation. though the economy is strong as statistics claim but at the end of the day the question that will always remain is, did you elevate the condition of the Filipinos. Gloria is an intelligent president but her intelligence is surpassed by corruption cases and her mismanagement of the government

she may somewhat uplifted the economy but the fact still remains that she is ineffective in terms of uplifting the lives of our poor people

she again boasted the things that she has done but the situation today is still the situation before. i believe that she did not shield the country from economic crisis but rather we did not feel the economic downturn because we are already immune to the economic crisis

i may not like her but it does not mean that i like the person she succeeded but actually i hate him more than Gloria because he has obviously shamed the country for corruption and was sentenced

if people still want him then why remove him in the first place? and why should he still run well in fact he was deposed already and that means he is not an effective leader as well

if reelected again, it is an embarrassment to the international community. it only shows that we want a president who is an ex-convict. it is a total shame

if i would choose between Erap and Gloria, i'd rather choose Gloria than Erap. Because at least, SHE IS STILL DOING SOMETHING, not just going around the country making speeches and shaking hands and giving away free stuff that would last for no longer than a day. And we must not forget that at the midst of a global economic crisis, the country still experienced growth. It may not be so much and not many of us may have felt the effects of this growth, but the fact still remains that when others were surging to the ground, we were able to survive.

to all our politician please clean up politics for we all know that it is a dirty environment and only the people within it can clean it, don't be hypocrites also. practice what you preach and assure us that you would be effective people that we can rely on and could help us in societal problems.

i've made my decision

ahm....i have thought about this for a while...

there's nothing wrong in giving you a chance right?!

i can feel your care and determination....

and i adore you because of that....

this is it...

hope we can both work this out...

but please don't break me again....

i'm tired of being broken okei?!

love lots...^-^

>cheng.006<

miserable?!ha thats the best description to my lyf!

haiszt...dpat ata muna aq lumayo ahh
hmmm....
khit mhirap....
kc prang nauulet n nman ang nangyare sken dati....
lumayo n lng kaya aq noh?!
pra tlgah aqng tanga.....

okei nman kc nung una ehh...kaso ayan n nman ang kinaiinisan q n pang-aasar ng tropa...lalayo n lng muna aq sa inio...sa iyo....

auq kc ng feeling nah lumalayo ang tinuturing q n...bazta....nakakainiz tlagah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

bket b lge n lng nauulit ang nkaraan?!
nagsasawa n aq!!!!!!!!!
kainis!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ang tanga q kc noh?!
isa aqng baliw,tanga,manhid,walng kwentang babae!!!!!!
>miserable.cheng.006<

just stop it already!

tell me why are we always like this?!

i tried to do my best...
to make things work out once more...
but you suddenly pull off your grip...

i can't do anything but to weep and be depressed. While you are enjoying and continuing your life like nothing happened.

Through all those months that you left me alone...i tried my best to forget you..but not to forgive you...

Now i finally have the strength to continue my life the way it really is, yet you come again in my life..

bugging and confusing me...coming back to me asking me to forgive you...

to work and sort things out again...how stupid...

im tired okay?!

just let me go now...im happy with my life...

stop haunting me with our miserable past... that's right miserable...

coz i never felt any joy being with you..that's the truth..just accept it okay?!

stop being BITTER...


>cheng.006<

Desolation.....

Silence builds an awful wreckage of a girl
It feeds on loneliness and creates a void
Gray shadows haunt and torment and torture
A teenager is stricken and destroyed

There is no sound of laughter or happiness here
The little one has thrown in the towel today
Somber, melancholy moods decay the soul
It is futile to hope and dream and pray

Emptiness builds a home in this woman
In this girl, this child where hollows have bred
A deepening sea of nowhereness consumes
And eats away at every connecting thread

Confusion feeds like a savage inside her,
Leaving nothing considered worthy remains
Destined to walk through life less ordinary
Alone, exiled, different and disdained.

~another stupid post from me~

ahm...

i think its better for me to forget you...

you're just bringing me stupid problems w/o you, knowing it...haiszt!

how foolish ryt?!having a feeling you're not rlly sure...having sum1 whom you cared but he doesn't show some care 4 u...how one-sided!

this "thing" i am feeling ryt now...ha its all stupidity right?!

i dont wanna encounter again dat feeling...

it is so desolated..so heart-wrenching...

ha...ill start agen and agen...w/o you in my life...

maybe..we're not rlly meant for each other ryt?!

haha how dramatic...but who knows we are both heading the same journey as of now...

there are so many chances.....

chances that are surreal, so unviable...

>despaired_cheng.006<

1st week of my College lyf

haha..finally im college...
It is so fun being a college student..well im a really busy nowadays that's why i think i will be gone for a while in the blogging world...
huhuhu
btw i will still post some topics here..but not always, got it?!maybe thrice a month haha
so well bye...
-cheng

raeza goes to SM

haha...its our 2nd year of friendship that's why we have considered the idea of celebrating it in SM Fairview........we met here in our house around 9 am then we walked going to "labasan",.






We took a bus to Sm, when we arrived there it is around 10:15 so we waited there until it opened....

Our first stop was the Dept. Store well we do not really buy anything there haha..then when we took the exit we saw the Paper Clay Art stall so we give it a try...







We Finished the clay art around 11 am so we decided to have lunch at Food Court....haha











After eating lunch we headed to Storyland and have some fun. We really enjoyed a lot those token operated games there haha we even earned a lot of tickets and we were able to claim our prize their....






After being hooked up to those games we decided to go Videoke....haha it costs 7 pesos per token....i think we sang 3 or 4 songs...














Then we went to Dunkin Donut well to buy "pasalubong" and to have a snack as well..its around 2 pm here...







After having some rest and snack...we went to Annex and well just hangout there...then we just inquired in TimeZone about the membership card and we went to buy a BFF ring and my gift for my Father, then we headed to National Bookstore and bought some greeting cards and in Papemelrotti where Eliza bought a poster...


















After that we just take a quick tour to Blue Magic then we went home around 4 pm...





Ahm...we I got off in Northridge and take a tricycle while she got off in Palmera... We really enjoyed today haha,.we had so much fun!!!!!I swear...We are planning to see each other again maybe on Jun.17....We are planning to visit our teachers and cadets there in YDPS, I also have to return Maam Nailyn's book haha...

-cheng

>>>>>>>>ahm next post maybe about Independence Day or Father's Day or maybe just random posts,..haha<<<<<<<<<<<<