life be damned...

bullshit..i've never cried that hard in my life...all those shits suddenly got infront of me...jealousy and family problem...anything else to add on?!friendship problem?count that in...

i've never experienced that thing in my life until now...who would have thought right?i almost breakdown...i've got no one to hold on in here,no shoulder to cry on...im all alone with this whole damn thing...

what am i a robot?a mutant?a doll?so you thought that with the words both of you were blurting was not hurting me?it really hurts..it really do hurts...

seriously i really can't take this anymore..i dont even know how i am able to hold on until now..now that my dear cousin will never be coming back here anymore after they're damned argument with my parents...bullshit...he was just worried about
me,he just care for my safety. Now they're blaming Jay about what had happened to me...is there anything wrong that had happened to me?they can't assume that i become distant to them coz im still just the same,no changes....then whats the whole reason of their drama awhile ago....then now they act so kind to me...am i in a asyllum?

im really confused..i really need someone whom i can pour all my emotions out...cry all my tears until there are no left..now that ive come to know that you also have a problem,.really make me worried.hope both of us be able to surpass this all shits..kuso...life be damned...

random post: Happy Monthsary

hakhar..oh well just another random post from me...

anyways just want to greet my boyfriend(Glend Bryan),...happy monthsary to us..^_^
..sorry i really just miss posting random things in here..haha
anyways..love you so much..mwuah..see you tomorrow then..9 am infront of Novamall hahaha...xoxo


hakhar....random post hahaha
-achel

K unitz

{ oh well..its been a while right? ive been away too long from my blogging due to my hectic schedule..but here i am once again,writing and narrating my thoughts and experiences..let's start shall we? }


On the start of the 2nd semester i have gotten closer to jeje(jeremiah),who would have thought right?

We were really anxious about who will be our new classmates,but sad to say its the same old faces,though some of our 1a1-1 buddies were into other section like 1A2-2 and 1A2-3...hahaha so it means there will be a few new faces and people we can get acquainted to.(To tell you the truth, we were just looking for some cute faces hahaha....teenage flings..^_^ there's nothing wrong with that...)

We managed to introduced ourselves to those new colleagues even before our class starts.hahaha i know some think that we are weirdo,but we are just trying to be friendly that time...

The people whom we befriended easily were Gladys(she smiles at us every time we were looking at them), Relly(the bad boy/goody good boy aura he emitted really catches our attention haha),Lester(he is kinda intimidating but he sure is kind!),jennifer(she is kinda approachable),jason(shy type of guy hahaha cute),marc ezra(yes..he had that vampiric aura haha like edward cullen you know),brix(the boyscout,haha always prepared and ready)and patrick(haha looks weird but he and marlon really do look a like)...

The others hmm well i think i dont have to name them all..hahaha i even can't remember their names(esp. the irregulars)..there are two person in our class that really looked intimidating and was looking at every one intimidatingly haha (how ironY)...

First was Krisna aka butterfly/mariposa...the 1st time we saw her..we were dumbstrucked(she was pretty).. haha the 2nd one was John Mervin aka Jim,he eyed every one too warily..haiszt as if he would be eating them alive(shivers)...

But things have gotten different....one time in our class i think its math2 coz we are sitting infront haha...edmark(lakay) asked us if we want to join their dance troupe...we do know that lakay already recruited bryan and elton..he was grouped with no other than Jim...(phew)we immediately agreed and they said that practice will be done on our vacant time...how nice...when we(Jeje and me) asked who are their other member,jim said that it was krisna...hahaha

So we decided to give it a try...gladly we were able to get the steps but not that accurate and precise...there are still a lot of flaws indeed...take note we were practicing without the knowledge of how fast/slow the rhythm was..hahaha...

Days have passed,and we slowly got to know jim and krisna...Jim he is a kind of Badjao(childish inshort) hahahaha though he do have cute smile(yuck!!!!argh!) and krisna,childish also, she is somewhat jolly to be with...hahaha

Days have passed that we were able to practice at Bagumbong with Jason(jim and lakay's choreo/co-dancer) and the rest of the Krump Ambassadors.

We slowly build our own group by then..the Krump Units or the so called K unitz,,hahaha..

All those days that we were together...really do make our bonding stronger...before its only me,jeje,nene(krisna),lakay,bryan and elton with our oh-so-loving and oh-so-supporting comrades namely khev,jaja and tita maricel...then Brix joined the group(yey..new groupmate,new travel,new formation,new steps and routine),then practice sessions started.

We had auditioned at cas 203,danced again infront of the pagfa and Sir Yosa,X-mas Party hip hop dance contest..danced for intermissions(pre-pageant) and for the Mr and ms Fatima coronation night...

Amongst the fun-filled moments and love-blooming events of K-unitz..lies the unforgettable issues haiszt,.the problems that almost doomed us..gladly light never got defeated by darkness..,.our friendship remains strong despite of all those hindrances and clashes that we have had.That's the power of Friendship(laughs maniacally)

lol XD

hmm...when we had our so-called last dance(i dont believe that though),emotions started to loosen up, and tears come out....its unstoppable the fear that we will not be able to see each other again,the fear that some of us will leave the group...it all dawned upon our minds and it really trigger the tears to come out...especially when that FAREWELL song played all throughout the court..

haiszt...then Khev was starting to tell me to take care and that he will never forget me,for me and bryan to stay stronger and to keep the group always intact that really make me cry coz reality starts to dawned me..and it really hurts me so much(he is one of my bestest friend i ever had in OLFU) then Jim also started to bid his goodbye,he started blurting out things like make sure that k unitz will live on in OLFU,..that's why when i looked at him tears started to flow more...(this is the reason why i hate bidding goodyes and hearing those things,i tend to cry so much)....


But i do know that no matter what happen k unitz will be forever intact...we've learned many things/lessons...be postive..wag kang aayaw hahaha....with k unitz ive experienced a different kind of camaraderie..its a pleasant feeling that the whole group..all of them were always there for you...that's really proven by me...

Special Mentions:
Krisna-nene ui wag kn lumipat loka-loka ka....d k pwede dun hahaha
Khev-oist think positive lng mamen..hahaha live and love ur lyf..pasalubong q ahh...sa Apr.6 kunin q un
Jim-oi talulu...think positive k prin dpat pra kay ______....hahaha..may bgong step b tau boss?
lakay-mamen/magurl..wla aqng pkialam kung anu p man wahahaha...uzta nman ang life huh?think positive k rn dpat
elton-kapatid!!!!hahahaha ingatan u cp moh ahh yan pren gmitin nten pg ngpraktis tau haha
bryan-hmm...anu nga bah hahaha..lge nman tau nguusap ehh...api mansary nlng poh...love lots xoxo
jeje-hahaha ang aking partner in crime...hahaha sama k saken sa apr.12 huh..sgot kita ^_^..kelan b tau pwed mgfood 3p ulet...
brix-hahaha enrol tau nstp sa apr6 ha!hakhar
KRUMP UNITZ----kelan b outing nten?ung mlpet lng ahh..hahaa


sa mga wlang sawang sumuporta sa K unitz sa buong 2nd sem...2loi nio lng yn hahaha mamatz...sa 1st sem ulet ng 2nd year nmen huh...hahahaha


KRUMPING IS DANCING.
DANCING IS OUR PASSION.
ergo, KRUMPING IS OUR PASSION!

hahahaha(Phi4 yan!)
ja ne....


wait for my next post again...comment nman kau hahaha...
-achel.03