why do I keep crying after I've heard his words a while ago?
I just can't help it, what can I do. I tried to divert my attention by doing other stuffs, still I ended up crying.

I felt I am stab in the heart after he had spoken those words. And it really really hurts. I already told him that I will be leaving early, but still I waited him in his room, thinking he will go there to rest, and yes he did, but not to rest, only to get stuffs coz he's going again.

I fell asleep while waiting for him, I FELL ASLEEP CRYING.
My tears flows down my cheeks just like how the rain is pouring right now. I look pathetic but I don't care. Right now, I fear. I am scared because I felt like he is going to be apart from me little by little, then to the point that he had other girl.IDK.

I wish the rain stops so my tears will also stop flowing down .

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a poem of Compunction..

never in my life
i had felt something like that

i tried to reason out
but its pointless.

already said apologies
to end the whole spat.

do you know how i feel?
how hard it was?

the fear of losing someone
and the fear of being hurt by that someone.

all i can do was to cry
hoping that fear will subside.

but in the end those tears that left from my eyes
can't take back the things i've done.

the words i said really meant no harm
but if those words will only bring imbroglio

then i do solemnly troth,
that this whole spat will never happen again.

Can you?

Can you see what I feel

Can you grasp my pain



Looking into my sad eyes

Do you know what I'm going through



Can you feel my agony

Hear me cry



Can you see these wounds

When you look into my sad eyes

Do you understand this



Can you see my tears

Falling in the dark



Can you feel my empty heart

See the damage done



Can you tell I'm falling apart

When you look at my sad eyes

oooohhh...

i am missing him right now..
especially when I read my post before..

hahaha...xD
its not wrong missing your ex right???

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